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1st Anniversary passing of my Dad.
3 years ago
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Hey there,
As of today on Dec 4th 2022, marks the 1st anniversary of my Dad passed away.
I still feel sad that I wished I could've made more memories and more adventures of my Dad.
Thankfully I managed to have videos of him and such.
Plus I even emulate his way of laughter, his interest on creating scenes like when on his free time, he makes model kits, and such.
Since he had a bad back, he was still strong to overcome it and never gave up.
That is until in that same month on December 2021, something happened after the operation and unfortunately, it was nothing that the damn doctors could do.
I sometimes try not to blame them, because I believe the government is screwing things up in this country more then it has before that could've helped the process and fixed my Dad, if they haven't delayed new kind of medicines and such.
Even thou he's still at peace, I cried at times that I wished he's still alive out there..........somewhere.
The world feels messed up, because a number of things.
#1: Warner Bros is screwed up in the heads when they fucked up Animaniacs, the cartoon I grew up with in my childhood years of the 90's.
#2: Disney is allowing some LBGTQ stuff that shouldn't belong in mainstream media like Owl House, and Strange World. At least I'm glad that SOB CEO is fired for being damn stupid.
#3: Nickelodeon is messed up with liberal garbage that has no place in children's media ever and on promos.
If I had a time machine, I would go back and rectify the mistakes these idiots made and won't regret it.
Anyway, all that I'm saying is that I support creative people in indie films, short films, anything related in animation instead of relying on idiot Hollywood people that are currently basically and mentally destroying the way they make movies traditionally like the ones I know of between 80s til 2008.
Even thou my Dad is no longer in this world, I can't help if his passing was sparing him the disappoints that the world has.
My Dad also loved Rick and Morty and I asked myself "What happens now if my Dad couldn't see the new episodes or in the future, the last episodes since he passed away"?
Lot of questions that are needed for conclusion.
So far this year, I did honor him by having a spot to sell stuff with Mom at the Avon Flea Market on Father's Day, and I had a wonderful time. We had new countertops in the kitchen, fixed parts in the house, new pool spa, and did some trips like going to Hobby Lobby and Chick-fil-A like last time Me and Dad did in Henrietta NY.
Sometimes I wish by miracle or so that I would love to hear his voice in my dreams or at least something to appear before me, because I still feel like more guidance and more advice from my Dad very much.
Not sure if I'm gonna be going to Taco Bell today in honoring my Dad, since he loves Beefy Chalupa (NO Sour Cream) and Mountain Dew Sangarita Blast Flavor Drink (Wished they brought that back instead of that stupid Spiked Lemonade Crap which is a marketing failure), because of the chances of high winds that are like acting ferocious.
Plus I hate Winter badly, because of it. That and snow, longer dark days, dark cloudy days that drains your energy badly that it makes you feel like you can't do anything right now,
Right now currently I'm watching Star Wars Return of the Jedi and War Games on TV, so at the very least that's one way to tribute in my Dad's Memory, but I believe my Dad deserves more.
Thank you for reading my journal.
Ernest
As of today on Dec 4th 2022, marks the 1st anniversary of my Dad passed away.
I still feel sad that I wished I could've made more memories and more adventures of my Dad.
Thankfully I managed to have videos of him and such.
Plus I even emulate his way of laughter, his interest on creating scenes like when on his free time, he makes model kits, and such.
Since he had a bad back, he was still strong to overcome it and never gave up.
That is until in that same month on December 2021, something happened after the operation and unfortunately, it was nothing that the damn doctors could do.
I sometimes try not to blame them, because I believe the government is screwing things up in this country more then it has before that could've helped the process and fixed my Dad, if they haven't delayed new kind of medicines and such.
Even thou he's still at peace, I cried at times that I wished he's still alive out there..........somewhere.
The world feels messed up, because a number of things.
#1: Warner Bros is screwed up in the heads when they fucked up Animaniacs, the cartoon I grew up with in my childhood years of the 90's.
#2: Disney is allowing some LBGTQ stuff that shouldn't belong in mainstream media like Owl House, and Strange World. At least I'm glad that SOB CEO is fired for being damn stupid.
#3: Nickelodeon is messed up with liberal garbage that has no place in children's media ever and on promos.
If I had a time machine, I would go back and rectify the mistakes these idiots made and won't regret it.
Anyway, all that I'm saying is that I support creative people in indie films, short films, anything related in animation instead of relying on idiot Hollywood people that are currently basically and mentally destroying the way they make movies traditionally like the ones I know of between 80s til 2008.
Even thou my Dad is no longer in this world, I can't help if his passing was sparing him the disappoints that the world has.
My Dad also loved Rick and Morty and I asked myself "What happens now if my Dad couldn't see the new episodes or in the future, the last episodes since he passed away"?
Lot of questions that are needed for conclusion.
So far this year, I did honor him by having a spot to sell stuff with Mom at the Avon Flea Market on Father's Day, and I had a wonderful time. We had new countertops in the kitchen, fixed parts in the house, new pool spa, and did some trips like going to Hobby Lobby and Chick-fil-A like last time Me and Dad did in Henrietta NY.
Sometimes I wish by miracle or so that I would love to hear his voice in my dreams or at least something to appear before me, because I still feel like more guidance and more advice from my Dad very much.
Not sure if I'm gonna be going to Taco Bell today in honoring my Dad, since he loves Beefy Chalupa (NO Sour Cream) and Mountain Dew Sangarita Blast Flavor Drink (Wished they brought that back instead of that stupid Spiked Lemonade Crap which is a marketing failure), because of the chances of high winds that are like acting ferocious.
Plus I hate Winter badly, because of it. That and snow, longer dark days, dark cloudy days that drains your energy badly that it makes you feel like you can't do anything right now,
Right now currently I'm watching Star Wars Return of the Jedi and War Games on TV, so at the very least that's one way to tribute in my Dad's Memory, but I believe my Dad deserves more.
Thank you for reading my journal.
Ernest
Yeah it was ultimately.