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I'm shaking right now
3 years ago
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My father literally went hand in hand with the the old man of the top floor of my apartment complex, he threatened to call the police but I talked and explained and thankfully calmed the old man down and explained what was wrong.
22 years living in this apartment this is the first time something this dangerous happened. I can’t wait to leave this shithole between two shitholes I prefer Brasil where I can try and make stuff better by like in the movies and tv series becoming candidate for City Council.
Here I'm just another "Gaijin" as that racist old man said right to my face and I had to put up with it, I just didn’t said on his face cause he already was shakin' and mad and threatening to call the cops.
Believe or not claimed to be a Karate and judo fighter. I might be lanky but I know how to throw down especially with the muscle memory of my BJJ skills and some Muay Thai but I prefer not to throw hands anymore cause as he put it I can be arrested for assault with "melee weapon" impressive he respected me when I said I was a BJJ fighter and told I could choke him out, look BJJ is strong and all but it’s not unbeatable alright?.
Glad that old man understood me even when my Japanese broke and I spoke like a immigrant, every day is a fucking stressful day.
And I have to vent and end up letting out on people just wanting to have fun it's getting too much to bear…
Thankfully by saving Christmas gift and birthday money plus writing commissions or what I can make of course, I can make to hopefully leave Japan because is unbearable to live in at this rate safe to say the country slowly turning into a third world country and where tourism will have to sweep a lot of heavy shit under the rug IF they can.
I just hope I can make it so at least the cheapest flight I can catch and leave Japan because for me is over I don’t denounce my heritage but officially and socially in their eyes I'm just another gaijin.
I hate making journals and etc but this is one of those stressful and desperate venting situations I cannot sweep under my own rug, not playing Victim just need to let it out or I'm gonna have a panic attack like I almost did during all of this.
22 years living in this apartment this is the first time something this dangerous happened. I can’t wait to leave this shithole between two shitholes I prefer Brasil where I can try and make stuff better by like in the movies and tv series becoming candidate for City Council.
Here I'm just another "Gaijin" as that racist old man said right to my face and I had to put up with it, I just didn’t said on his face cause he already was shakin' and mad and threatening to call the cops.
Believe or not claimed to be a Karate and judo fighter. I might be lanky but I know how to throw down especially with the muscle memory of my BJJ skills and some Muay Thai but I prefer not to throw hands anymore cause as he put it I can be arrested for assault with "melee weapon" impressive he respected me when I said I was a BJJ fighter and told I could choke him out, look BJJ is strong and all but it’s not unbeatable alright?.
Glad that old man understood me even when my Japanese broke and I spoke like a immigrant, every day is a fucking stressful day.
And I have to vent and end up letting out on people just wanting to have fun it's getting too much to bear…
Thankfully by saving Christmas gift and birthday money plus writing commissions or what I can make of course, I can make to hopefully leave Japan because is unbearable to live in at this rate safe to say the country slowly turning into a third world country and where tourism will have to sweep a lot of heavy shit under the rug IF they can.
I just hope I can make it so at least the cheapest flight I can catch and leave Japan because for me is over I don’t denounce my heritage but officially and socially in their eyes I'm just another gaijin.
I hate making journals and etc but this is one of those stressful and desperate venting situations I cannot sweep under my own rug, not playing Victim just need to let it out or I'm gonna have a panic attack like I almost did during all of this.
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