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I'm disappointed...
2 years ago
Hello everyone, I just do this to vent, I think I should do it more often to get the senitm hundred I have and be able to feel better.
Well, I'm ... disappointed, because I have been thinking recently, and telling my best friend some things. Between her and I realized that several of my friends really do not value what I have done for them or that they would not really do what I have done for them, because they already showed it to me before only it was very dumb and I just give myself Account of things... As if that were not enough, I current ) They do nothing for me.. have passed so many times that I have asked you for flavors and always disappoint me because they do not do it and do not say it...
And now these friends, of whom I will no longer deal with, I will only say hello and as if nothing had happened but I have not planned to go out with them.. so that they understand me better, I will put some examples of things that have been done.
There was once I had no light on my street because an electric transformer exploded in the electrical lines, so we decided to stay my sister and I at this friend's house, I was excited because I wanted to see with the Zack Snyder's Justice League. Once I'm there and I put the movie... He comes and tells me: I don't hesitate, I don't want to watch that shit movie I prefer to watch videos on YouTube.
He knew that he wanted to see that movie with desire just like my sister, and of clear I saw her without them, to tell me that in such a hurtful and offensive way.
The other was that one day I said something with double meaning about someone in a wheelchair, because we joined what we were going to pass, coincidentally, I spent a wheelchair subject at high speed with his chair, and I said something double meaning... Since then they don't stop fucking with that, every day, no matter if I say something that has nothing to do with that, they always remind me that I said that or be to laugh. Do you know what the worst? We all said things with double meaning even worse than the one I said but of course, they decided to start making fun of me and not others.
Another occasion was that I was venting talking to them in a WhatsApp group, saying that my sister sometimes is spoiled with me... What was the response of one of them? It was: you better go crying to the other side.
And I say one of them, because the rest I ignore everything I said and when they told me that crying began to laugh at that.
More things have happened than... I really don't know what to do, I'm alone and without friends ... I only have 2 friends and of course, better few friends than many, but the problem is that I thought they were my real friends but I am really your joy.
My family by my father who is abroad turned my back on me, and the family by my mother are some... well I will just say that they are all the bad that can be in a family, an imbecil wounder of women , a slut that took advantage of our kindness, among other shit of people that you can imagine ... I have no family support because those who live with me are even interested in escaping this country from which we are killing us little by little, we are fine Thanks to my Here I have only known the embodied shit in people.. This 2023 I am aimed at having my passport to start... and as a maximum, being in another country. I can't take it anymore, I'll turn 26 in January, and that makes me feel bad ... do you know how I feel? I feel that I have not lived to life thanks to the damn overprotective that my parents gave me in all my adole ... and after I graduate from the university, I did not get work because where I live they hire more beautiful faces than experienced people. And when I finally get work, they throw me thanks to an Imbecil Lamebotas.
That's that, I feel alone ... only of Irl friends, just keeping this house with people who never thank me for making me bad to getting into my physicist and then negaging him and vititimizing ...
Pure shit ... More things have happened, but I don't remember her... I just want to have peace and be happy. And here every time I try, they make me feel worse...
Sorry if my english Sucks...
Operator_Hu3
~operatorhu3
I'm here man if you need anything along with Akiko are here for u <3
Icarus_Berrys
~icarusberrys
OP
Thank you ♥
