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I think it's time for me to cut some ties [Vent]
3 years ago
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★ After doing some observation, trying to reach out, talk about it to understand what is going on, if it's something to do with me. As bad as it feels, some of them I've been friends for quite some time, I think it's better for me to cut ties with some people because right now I mostly feel miserable with them around.
2022 has been a very draining year for me when comes to socializing with people. I'm tired of being treated in complete disregard compared to others. I understand that some relationships may become more distant, people can change and some friends are more closer than others, but I don't understand why do I get to be treated like crap in comparison to others. Some lying to me like I'm an idiot, others just deliberately ignore messages or the point I'm making, bail in the middle of any conversation and never addressing or anything, acting very dodgy or playing stupid about it and there is the ones that occasionally come to talk with me but acting like they don't want to...
Sometimes I can talk with them about what is going or what happened between is, they say that everything is fine and I'm still their friend, but the way they interact with me an anything really does not show and I'm really tired of all of it. Some of them I tried to end it in good terms a while ago, only to be called a bunch of crap for wanting to part ways and that he's the true victim there, so after talking a bit I decided to stay because I thought he got my point, only so a couple days later he went back into ignoring my messages and acting like he don't want to talk with me.
I doubt any of them are going to read this journal, much less gonna reach out, at this point I don't think I care very much. I don't want to be to their circle just to be treated like I don't matter.
Now some folks here, I believe some of you has genuinely good intentions trying to reach out to talk on private/notes or befriend me, for those right now it isn't the time. I'm not really doing very well, just wanting to heal a bit and move on, put an end to this chapter. For you I just wish you guys Happy Holidays.
So trust that I say, you're doing yourself a favor cutting ties with these so called friends. You'll feel a lot better about yourself, and you'll realize that you are better off without them playing emotional mind games on you.
Wishing you the best.