FA+
Shop
Going through rough patch
3 years ago
General
I appreciate all you who have been following me all these years, the fans of mine is why i devote my whole life to this.
The last 2 years ive been very slow on updates, new art. My worklife has been a big part of it. I dont stop drawing, i just never finish any picture i start. I have found ive never once lacked inspiration, in fact im overwhelmed by it. When i went to clean my home, i found i had an insane piles of incomplete work that i never loose interest in. And i said to myself 'what is my life amounting to?'. If i didnt have to work 50 hrs a week to support myself i could get it all done.
Ive also lost a lot in my life recently and feel more isolated. Things will not be good for a while as i determine whats the new direction for me and living without things that made me where i am now. The friends i have will be valuable.
As of now i have to try and get control of my creative projects and maybe resist the pressure to overperform at my job to the suffering of my art. But that will be tight and thin. I just hope i can do this and start finishing work.
The last 2 years ive been very slow on updates, new art. My worklife has been a big part of it. I dont stop drawing, i just never finish any picture i start. I have found ive never once lacked inspiration, in fact im overwhelmed by it. When i went to clean my home, i found i had an insane piles of incomplete work that i never loose interest in. And i said to myself 'what is my life amounting to?'. If i didnt have to work 50 hrs a week to support myself i could get it all done.
Ive also lost a lot in my life recently and feel more isolated. Things will not be good for a while as i determine whats the new direction for me and living without things that made me where i am now. The friends i have will be valuable.
As of now i have to try and get control of my creative projects and maybe resist the pressure to overperform at my job to the suffering of my art. But that will be tight and thin. I just hope i can do this and start finishing work.
zfqfmib
~zfqfmib
You can always post in Scraps. Even if not complete a lot of what you create has great value and interest.
Hey... If you want to come out here to Oregon I can help you find work. Miss those nights at your little apartment. You were always the best of company. I am doing extremely well all things considered though my creative output has slowed since I'm grinding to try to get a house next year. I have steady work with good pay, drama free roommates, a nice car, and one of the most beautiful places in the world within easy reach of a city that has it all.
hey old friend. IDK, you see... i have a lot of posessions, a decent job, and a source of free food so that i dont have to worry about food expenses, makes me not want to leave this area. but ill think about things. dont know how many roomates id be comfortable with.
