So these past two weeks have been very rough for me. I was told something about me someone said. The statement was not true but hurt so much because I worked on my selfesteem and image for the past 8 years just to be told something and know it's being spread as a lie.

Due to this event I had a emotional break down and tried to do the unthinkable before I was stopped twice. Snice then I have not been right. My selfesteem was shot so damn low I feel like a husk. I been crying everyday to stop myself from taking that step but it's so hard. Like really hard..

After spending time with my partners mother yesterday I do feel a bit better but the though is still in the back of my head.

Please do not spread rumors about someone you do not know.

Your words can do more harm then good.

I do feel a bit better but it will take sometime till I'm fully myself again