About the situation / January 1
2 years ago
Hello.
The year 2023 begins with an unaffordable.
Recently, Kyiv has often suffered from attacks by cruise missiles, drones and everything that can be thrown. On New Year's Eve, the alarm lasted from 0:35 to 5 am. The explosions were so strong that I thought it was all happening right under my house. I can't sleep day or night because of this I feel terrible. I can't work and even communicating with people is difficult for me.
I do not know what could make my condition better, because I can't get to the doctor because you never know when an air alert will start (and during this, you can't be in premises like a store, hospitals, etc.)
I just would like to believe that I can get a break and work on commissions and sketches again.
In addition, tomorrow is my late father's birthday. March 2 will be one year since his death, therefore....it makes me relive these hard thoughts again.
Thank you for staying with me, that you never make me rush and don't expect something incredible from me. I am glad that I was able to gather an audience around me that...so kind to me?
It really means a lot to me. And I hope this year I will be able to draw even more amazing pictures and become...someone more than just a freelance artist.
And I hope that everyone who reads this journal can get a piece of some good things this year
The year 2023 begins with an unaffordable.
Recently, Kyiv has often suffered from attacks by cruise missiles, drones and everything that can be thrown. On New Year's Eve, the alarm lasted from 0:35 to 5 am. The explosions were so strong that I thought it was all happening right under my house. I can't sleep day or night because of this I feel terrible. I can't work and even communicating with people is difficult for me.
I do not know what could make my condition better, because I can't get to the doctor because you never know when an air alert will start (and during this, you can't be in premises like a store, hospitals, etc.)
I just would like to believe that I can get a break and work on commissions and sketches again.
In addition, tomorrow is my late father's birthday. March 2 will be one year since his death, therefore....it makes me relive these hard thoughts again.
Thank you for staying with me, that you never make me rush and don't expect something incredible from me. I am glad that I was able to gather an audience around me that...so kind to me?
It really means a lot to me. And I hope this year I will be able to draw even more amazing pictures and become...someone more than just a freelance artist.
And I hope that everyone who reads this journal can get a piece of some good things this year
I hope things get better, your art is beautiful
I am not very good at psychological advice but it sounds like you should really try to see a doctor or psychologist. Some anti-anxiety medicine might be able to help.
I'm sorry 2023 got off to a bad start for you. I hope the year improves as time passes. Please keep making are when you are able to.