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3 years ago
It just figures, doesn't it? I finally get back into the groove as my life situation gets significantly less stressful, and then I find myself suffering from something mental instead.
This last one hurts the most, tho, feeling like I've been being lied to for years and just having someone pretend to be my friend. I don't know why, but I just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong.
Maybe it's just the way my head works, but I'm tired of this emotional garbage all the same.
I'm going to keep working on stuff for now--keeping myself occupied has been the main way I've managed to keep myself from pulling the plug this past decade--but I can't promise I won't just give up, not with how much my heart is hurting from this last one.
Even tho most of the people I'm directing it toward prolly won't ever see it, I just want to toss this out there in case I end up doing anything before I get another chance to say it...
I'm sorry
I've made some really stupid mistakes, said some incredibly dumb things, and I can't ever expect you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I'm sorry for everything I ever did wrong.
Each of you were my friends, and I treasure the memories of the good times we had. I just wish I could go back and undo the things I did to ruin that.
I truly hope you lot find happiness in your futures, if you haven't found it already. <3
This last one hurts the most, tho, feeling like I've been being lied to for years and just having someone pretend to be my friend. I don't know why, but I just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong.
Maybe it's just the way my head works, but I'm tired of this emotional garbage all the same.
I'm going to keep working on stuff for now--keeping myself occupied has been the main way I've managed to keep myself from pulling the plug this past decade--but I can't promise I won't just give up, not with how much my heart is hurting from this last one.
Even tho most of the people I'm directing it toward prolly won't ever see it, I just want to toss this out there in case I end up doing anything before I get another chance to say it...
I'm sorry
I've made some really stupid mistakes, said some incredibly dumb things, and I can't ever expect you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I'm sorry for everything I ever did wrong.
Each of you were my friends, and I treasure the memories of the good times we had. I just wish I could go back and undo the things I did to ruin that.
I truly hope you lot find happiness in your futures, if you haven't found it already. <3
You were always so helpful
even if sometimes you could be a bit of a butt hehand I'll never forget the assistance you've given meI don't know why I stopped talking to you, I guess I just lost my nerve or something. idk But I mean I'm sure you've still been thriving in my absence
And dont worry, more friends have called me as such
Probably a combination of differing interests as well as me being so goshdang busy with study and such. (still studying AGAIN cause im a nerd)
along with me after a while just not sure if people'd even talk to me if ive not said hi for a while cx
But if you're on discord or telegram dont mind adding ya for a poke now and again ^^
Also yeah, there's not really a lot of overlap between us, I guess... except that feeling of awkwardness after you've left someone hanging for a long time, apparently lol