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2022.
2 years ago
WE INTERRUPT THIS YIFFING WITH A WORD FROM OUR FOX
Been since last year since I did an update. And I am late to boot XD
But there is one very important reason why that is.
I legitimately do not know what to even say. I've struggled to even gather my thoughts of the year in a way that I can convey to you because--
2022... was probably the single most nothing year I have ever had in my entire life.
Kay so... It WAS better than 2020 and 21.
I blame the way 2022 started. As I was in the midst of a crisis of the financial variety, and due to that, it set me up for a meandering year to follow. My BF not being able to work did not help...
But... as far as bad things go, the first few months were it. Nothing else seriously bad happened this year at all. However, the reciprocal is true, as nothing good happened either. Nothing happened.
2022 is nothing- the year.
The only thing I can really say was Denfur 2022? But even then, nothing happened THERE either!
Even in 2020 and 21, as bad as they were, I was still able to do a few things here and there. So honestly I am conflicted right now. How SHOULD I feel about 2022? Because on one hand, the year wasn't objectively bad. Except the first quarter or so of course. But the year was no good either. In some ways, a nothing year could be worse than a bad year too.
I promised myself a future where I could enjoy my life in my own way on my own terms. And 2022 wasn't it. For all its flaws, 2018 is the closest year I can say that I had lived the future I desire. (This future I set out for to keep myself alive after the pure horror that was 2014, by the way).
And the closest other year to me that was a nothing year would be 2015. But that was because my focuses were all on the "war on love" and so much so that I paid little attention to other things outside of it.
One of my recent submissions literally sums up how I feel about everything right now
I will say this however... I don't feel as hopeless as I did at the end of 2021. Things are not good. But they are still better than 2022. Perhaps healing from the devastation that 2020 and 21 was what 22 was all about. And 2023 is already poised to be a significantly better year still. I desperately hopes it stays that way. 2023 is going to be a landmark year for me, as it will mark my 10th anniversary in the furry fandom. Do you see the date I joined FA? Yeah... It's just weeks away now... And while I want it to be a big event, I am not sure how to. It all snuck up on me so fast...
And the fact that things CAN sneak up on me so fast is WHY I care so much about the future. I want to be ready for any and everything that comes my way! Trial or triumph. All of it! So 2023? Let me see what you have got for me...
2012 > 2010 > 2013 > 2018 > 2019 > 2009 > 2015 > 2011 > 2022 > 2017 > 2016 > 2008 > 2021 > 2014 > 2020
But there is one very important reason why that is.
I legitimately do not know what to even say. I've struggled to even gather my thoughts of the year in a way that I can convey to you because--
2022... was probably the single most nothing year I have ever had in my entire life.
Kay so... It WAS better than 2020 and 21.
I blame the way 2022 started. As I was in the midst of a crisis of the financial variety, and due to that, it set me up for a meandering year to follow. My BF not being able to work did not help...
But... as far as bad things go, the first few months were it. Nothing else seriously bad happened this year at all. However, the reciprocal is true, as nothing good happened either. Nothing happened.
2022 is nothing- the year.
The only thing I can really say was Denfur 2022? But even then, nothing happened THERE either!
Even in 2020 and 21, as bad as they were, I was still able to do a few things here and there. So honestly I am conflicted right now. How SHOULD I feel about 2022? Because on one hand, the year wasn't objectively bad. Except the first quarter or so of course. But the year was no good either. In some ways, a nothing year could be worse than a bad year too.
I promised myself a future where I could enjoy my life in my own way on my own terms. And 2022 wasn't it. For all its flaws, 2018 is the closest year I can say that I had lived the future I desire. (This future I set out for to keep myself alive after the pure horror that was 2014, by the way).
And the closest other year to me that was a nothing year would be 2015. But that was because my focuses were all on the "war on love" and so much so that I paid little attention to other things outside of it.
One of my recent submissions literally sums up how I feel about everything right now
I will say this however... I don't feel as hopeless as I did at the end of 2021. Things are not good. But they are still better than 2022. Perhaps healing from the devastation that 2020 and 21 was what 22 was all about. And 2023 is already poised to be a significantly better year still. I desperately hopes it stays that way. 2023 is going to be a landmark year for me, as it will mark my 10th anniversary in the furry fandom. Do you see the date I joined FA? Yeah... It's just weeks away now... And while I want it to be a big event, I am not sure how to. It all snuck up on me so fast...
And the fact that things CAN sneak up on me so fast is WHY I care so much about the future. I want to be ready for any and everything that comes my way! Trial or triumph. All of it! So 2023? Let me see what you have got for me...
2012 > 2010 > 2013 > 2018 > 2019 > 2009 > 2015 > 2011 > 2022 > 2017 > 2016 > 2008 > 2021 > 2014 > 2020
