Yesterday there was another monstrous attack in my city, I think you saw the pictures from Dnipro - a huge chunk of the apartment building is now just gone. I and everyone I know is very lucky - we only heard faint echoes of it. But a lot of people don't have a house now... and some people now have no life... I feel very confused and frightened, again in a state of complete uncertainty and fear for my own life. It's bad to be selfish in a situation like this, but I continue to be just a weak person and afraid. War is shocking and horrible, you cannot escape it or hide from it by going on with your normal life, no matter how much you want to. It is very hard for me to experience it, although I only experience crumbs of the horror of those who are really touched by it. I don't know why I'm writing this, but I just want to write it. I am glad that quite a few people survived in Dnipro, I am selfishly glad that I was not hurt, I am glad that my acquaintances and friends from Ukraine moved to safer places or got asylum in Europe, I am glad that close people from russia left or are leaving this black hole, I do not communicate with people from that side much now, because it's often quite unpleasant, but i'm glad that specific people who became like family to me over the years made the right decisions and kept a human face, i'm glad that my very nervous lizard endured the sound of explosions calmly, i'm glad that i have you, guys, and you are what you are, I'm just glad I have life (you should know how you start to love life when you're about to lose it).
I guess I look like a whiner because I've heard these sounds quite often and have been calm before. But I just can't even look at the videos of the scene, I'm a very empathic and humanistic person and it all makes me really hurt. I believe in the victory of Ukraine and want it to come sooner. If any of my subscribers have anything to do with European or American politics, even the smallest part - give us tanks please? You may think that these calls sound aggressive, some time ago it seems that calls for negotiations were popular, but that is only one way now. If Ukraine does not win, we will all be destroyed here, and if it wins, it will stop the deaths, stop the civilians deaths, the military on the Ukrainian side and even the military on the Russian side stop dying. There is no perfect and quick solution to stop everyone from dying right now, but...

Also, I picked a humanitarian gathering for you from the ones I saw today.
I don't know this girl, but she's also a creative person, plus from the looks of it, she herself was not hurt or slightly hurt, but her apartment is now half-destroyed. I'm sure that the victims will definitely be helped, but those who "only" need their windows repaired may be left without attention. (Besides, this is the only personal fundraiser I've found that includes PayPal.) Email theannavanna[at]gmail.com
Source of information - https://twitter.com/TetianaRodkina/.....24818756747264

I think I'll disable the comments, you'll support me, I know, but I'm embarrassed to get words of support when I'm not hurt, but thanks anyway