I already went over how life in school was a hellhole and how it made me suicidal at one point so I won't go over it again. In 2017 when I first started my banking job, I had a customer who somehow recognized me from elementary school and he apologized for how bad he treated me back then. I was a bit caught off guard by the gesture but I accepted it regardless. The thing is I have nearly zero memories of my time in elementary school. Hell, I think I forgot everything about my school life except for the one dark moment in history where I wanted to die.


I don't know if the traumatic experiences I had in school made me forget about them or if it's simply aging over time that has clouded my memories of school, but I can't remember anyone who gave me a hard time. Maybe I focus too much on myself and my future to bother remembering the past, or maybe I have made myself move on. I have no idea.