First time hospital trip yesterday
3 years ago
https://twitter.com/LDDraws/status/.....V5n9w&s=19
Okayy, this is a lot but I had what felt like a close encounter with death yesterday.
It was a panic attack. Worst one I've had yet. I've been neglecting my health for too long, drinking and smoking marijuana alot to self medicate with anxiety, and not eating clean or exercising enough. But that's changing now! After visiting the ER they told me I have high BP and have been advised to talk about it with my doctor which is already planned for next week. I wanted to die, straight up, I knew I was slowly killing myself.
But I'm doing much better. Still in a very vaunrable state however. Trying to keep my mind focussed on healing and have sworn off alcohol and weed for 5 days now and plan to keep it that way till I can have a healthier relationship with it.
Here's to a better 2023 getting high off life π€πΎ
Okayy, this is a lot but I had what felt like a close encounter with death yesterday.
It was a panic attack. Worst one I've had yet. I've been neglecting my health for too long, drinking and smoking marijuana alot to self medicate with anxiety, and not eating clean or exercising enough. But that's changing now! After visiting the ER they told me I have high BP and have been advised to talk about it with my doctor which is already planned for next week. I wanted to die, straight up, I knew I was slowly killing myself.
But I'm doing much better. Still in a very vaunrable state however. Trying to keep my mind focussed on healing and have sworn off alcohol and weed for 5 days now and plan to keep it that way till I can have a healthier relationship with it.
Here's to a better 2023 getting high off life π€πΎ
WolffyLegend
~thelegend4510
Hope your recovery goes well, along with your health. π
Ferroxis
~ferroxis
Dude please Take Care of yourself! To a better 2023 and get Well very soon!
AnormalDog
~anormaldog
I hope everything goes better from now. β€β€β€

Glad to hear your doing better homie. Keep working in your self and I'm sure you will be fine
Vizholdwe
~vizholdwe
Best of luck with your diet change. I know all too well how easy it is to just resort to easy cheap food that is not the healthiest for you. Take care and keep on striving to meet your goals!
P-sebae
~p-sebae
Damn, that's rough, I'm sorry it came to that, but I hope this is the start of a turn around for you, best of luck!
Jojer
~jojer
Hereβs to an other chance and all around good vibes. ππΌππΌ

I'm sorry it all escalated that far... things like that can be a serious wakeup call/mental jolt we need to really change our habits, and I'm really wishing you luck!!! We all have your back, and support you 100%. You'll look back and realize how much better you feel, mentally and physically, if you embrace this motivation and keep fighting.
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