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Thanks, and I'm sorry
2 years ago
I know people have been trying to get in touch with me. Thanks for checking up on me. I'm still away from home, and I have no privacy at all, nor time to myself.
Things are not going great, and it's been incredibly frustrating. Plans have changed last minute, I didn't have a way to get from San Jose to Phoenix anymore, and I was basically stuck... My dad and aunt talked shit to my sister until she said, fuck this, fuck you, I'm going home. She left me stranded, since I was supposed to drive with her to Phoenix. And yeah... I'm just pissed off at my dad a bit, but I'm also stuck here.
Luckily, he did manage to get me a flight to Phoenix, so I'm going to get there Sunday night.
My mom, however, still has no idea what she's doing. She's not actually helping me figure out what the fuck she wants me to do, except that I'm supposed to find her an apartment, and move all her and my half-sister's shit while my mom's at work. I don't know the budget, what they want, what they don't want. and shit just sounds like it's going to be a stressful disaster, and it's all going to fall on me as my fault, since no one else wants to take responsibility.
not gonna lie, I just want to go home and get fucked up and forget any of this happened or that I even have family. This is what it's like every fucking time I'm around them, and it just makes me feel like shit. I'm so stressed out, and I have no way to escape, and I have no idea when I'm going home.
All I can say is; Never again. Ever.
I'm done.
Things are not going great, and it's been incredibly frustrating. Plans have changed last minute, I didn't have a way to get from San Jose to Phoenix anymore, and I was basically stuck... My dad and aunt talked shit to my sister until she said, fuck this, fuck you, I'm going home. She left me stranded, since I was supposed to drive with her to Phoenix. And yeah... I'm just pissed off at my dad a bit, but I'm also stuck here.
Luckily, he did manage to get me a flight to Phoenix, so I'm going to get there Sunday night.
My mom, however, still has no idea what she's doing. She's not actually helping me figure out what the fuck she wants me to do, except that I'm supposed to find her an apartment, and move all her and my half-sister's shit while my mom's at work. I don't know the budget, what they want, what they don't want. and shit just sounds like it's going to be a stressful disaster, and it's all going to fall on me as my fault, since no one else wants to take responsibility.
not gonna lie, I just want to go home and get fucked up and forget any of this happened or that I even have family. This is what it's like every fucking time I'm around them, and it just makes me feel like shit. I'm so stressed out, and I have no way to escape, and I have no idea when I'm going home.
All I can say is; Never again. Ever.
I'm done.
But don't stress over it. greatness also includes self-care which includes chilling and playing videogames / whatever you want to do. Remember that you can and should enjoy life along the way to a better one. Rest and play at good times when you want to and work and improve at good times when you feel more motivated. It's all about balance though. Remember that it is also just as important to enjoy life every once in a while as it is to work on life every once in a while.
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