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・TRADE STATUS: MUTUALS/FRIENDS ONLY - CLOSED Hey.
I've been super inactive here and it's not my full intention. Winter months are a hard time for me focus wise. Back in early December, just after my birthday, I'd attempted to start a new job after finally "having enough" of my (at the time) employment. Because of my scattered and unprepared sense of time, I ended up working both jobs for the course of two weeks. Day two of the new job had me in tears and cursing myself into a bad mental state that pressed on throughout the two weeks until I told myself it wasn't worth it. Between being expected to know where everything in the store was, not being properly trained, and consistent bruising, it hit me.
"Why am I doing harder physical labor, crying, and getting bruised up.... for $1.50 LESS an hour with even less time on the clock?"
I got with my boss from the job I was suppose to be quitting. Told her I would know by the last day of my two weeks if I would really be leaving or not. Spoiler alert, I dropped the new job and stuck with what I know best. And sure, I will get really stressed some days. But I've been there almost 8 years, I know what I'm doing, I'm pretty good at it, and I'm even a team lead there. It's also the best money I can make right now in the current job market available to me.
Aside from that, the holidays always a take a lot out of me in general. Ever since the holidays, I've been just coasting until winter lessens up. Been playing a lot of video games and just existing. I'm hoping to get back into the swing of drawing once winter is over.
Thank you for visiting.