I had many appointments today and yeah it’s not appendicitis but no better. I have a giant (10 centimeters long) ovarian cyst that may explode any moment. It actually (thanks goods… not something around cancer but still a huge problem.. it’s when infertilized egg stucks in the ovaries and starting to do the damage.. probably that started to happen since i had my periods not coming in 2 weeks and then coming as normal? I’m not quite sure.. but the doctor who did ultrasound sad that it indeed grew through 2-3 weeks as i had strange pain))👌🏻
I’m really scared to be honest.. and those prices my clinic put, they’re TERRIBLY HIGH (at lowest 2k$$ which is of course no way my budget..) i do have chance to have the surgery covered by the government hospitals and such, but i’m scared what my doctor said about that ahaha. There’s a high chance that my surgeon might want to remove not a cyst only.. but the whole ovary… which as my doctor said - we don’t want and need to do but instead we need it at least on some small percentage to be saved.. that’s their policy here i also checked on it myself on some information forums created by expert gynecologists. So I’m anxious ad scared.. I don’t even have time to think and such. They said that I need to do something immediately otherwise the consequences will be rather sad.
I also don’t have any time to gather fundsfor the safest option with that clinic… so yeah. Ppl asked me to put fundraising on somewhere but I don’t think it’ll help since probably i have 1-2 days at MAX to decide on what to do and such… otherwise it’ll just explode…🤔

I’m actually a little bit happy that I haven’t ignored those sudden pain and other symptoms thinking that’s appendicitis but discovering the truth… at least I caught that on a time when I STILL can do something. Of course i’d better run when i first started having pain, but yeah, we (=me)have what we have. And I actually have to do something.

Yet i’m kinda frustrated.
Sorry for all fuss about that and such, I really am overwhelmed by the information I got today at 3 doctors who checked on me.:”))
Idk what to do with all this honestly. That’s the first time I ever have a situation THAT bad. I had surgery on something when i was 3-4 yo and that’s all… I don’t know how it was and such. So.. yeah.

You may think I’m just whining overeasy case. Maybe. I don’t know that, i just NEVER had such issue in my whole 23 years life. Sorry, i know it may look like I’m just being cringe and look like a privileged one, but I’m not.. i just knew thar i can trust the clinic i asked help from once ad had no problems after that. So i came there again asking for help. But since I’m not anything like that don’t think that way ahah.. I’m just a small person who really is frustrated and don’t know what to do and where to run atm. I don’t have family to cover me up and support me, so yeah.. I’m none privileged.

Also, yes.i used to work with pain all this time since if I wouldn’t.. who else will do that?:””)



Well! Anyway!
Thank you everyone for your huge support and kindness with me. I’ll probably use those money from comms I organized on hormonal treatment and other medicine after surgery i guess.. Never know what will happen here right?
I’m not going to ask for helping me out with 2k$$ that’s… probably worthless since I don’t have any time to do that (i still need time on transferring money to my card and such.. it’l take some time I don’t hae anyway.. so I think that it’ll probably be useless to do).

Again, thank you very much for your help and support. I hope that still everything will be fine with me and such.