Im feeling a little better right now. This is a big change for me, as I'm not living in my dad's beach city anymore. In fact, where my Mama lives, i moved up more inland near the city of Los Angeles. So, technically, I dont live near the beach. I live in L.A. now.
Guys, I feel soooo better. Last night, I had the best night of sleep I ever had because I was relaxing in my ultimate victory over my father and his hatred for my mom. She is a sweet and caring mother who would lay down her life for me. She loves everyone and does anything to give love. Over the past 10 years, she has tried to reconcile with my father, but he has always turned her down. So, she did the next best thing. She brought peace upon herself and my father's parents, who never agreed with him keeping us apart.

I feel much better, you guys. I havent felt this level of utter happiness in a long time. Not since I turned 18. I feel like this is the start of something amazing! A brand new life of independence for me and my family. But it wasn't just my Mom that gave me courage. God had given me the courage to stand up for whats true and right, for He is the ultimate ruler. He knows whats right in us and whats wrong. He blessed me to have a Mom who knows whats right and whats not, and Im grateful that I know the same. It was also you guys too. All 156 of my followers. You are all my friends. You all gave me the courage and bravery to fight for the good in me. You helped me learn to be myself without listening to any haters. So I just wanna say,

Thank you everyone!!!
Im so grateful for friends like you! You're the reason I do art on FA and Discord. You're the reason I finally have self-esteem again. I never felt like I was worth anything under my father's tyrannical rule and insults. I never said this before, but at one point, I felt so sad and depressed with myself, I even thought about ending my own life and committing suicide....But I knew that wouldnt do anything. Im all about bringing happiness and joy to everyone and I knew suicide would just bring more sadness and depression to everyone that knows me. But through God, my Mama and you all, I finally feel like a proud coyote again!!!

So I just wanna say again, Thank you everyone!!!!