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First journal posting I guess?
2 years ago
Anyways I want to start by thanking you who support in any way, it really means a lot and though I may joke about it being a boost to the ego, but it does keep the spirits up and make me feel like this time isn't wasted.
Anyways to cut to the chase thank for 100 watchers, it may not be much compared to others, but the way I see it, I haven't even been posting for a year (and most of the early stuff sucks anyways) but I've (we've?) hit this milestone already. Now this may sound really dumb (and probably not the healthiest) but my goal for 2023 was to hit 100 watchers as a way to measure my artistic growth. Now I'm going to state outright that such an endeavor isn't healthy and no one should really measure themselves in such a way. Most art teachers I've spoken with just say to compare current you to past you, not anyone else, and certainly not numbers. Though that all being said I would be lying if I didn't admit that it made me feel... Something? Something good atleast.
That my time and effort isn't completely wasted. I'll admit on this post because if it wasn't already obvious I'm not much of an online socialite (I more prefer in person interaction) but I genuinely want to be one of the best furry porn artists around (makes sense why I experiment so much huh?). Is it a stupid goal? Probably... Doesn't mean I'm gonna up and give up, but I also know that such a goal takes years, and when I first uploaded no joke was also when I started drawing again years, so I started from zero. But I already hit my end of year goal in 2 months and haven't even posted one of my major projects for the year... So here's hoping right? This is also why I really appreciate feedback, I can spot some errors and work to improve them, but sometimes I'm just at a loss smashing my head against the wall trying to force a solution. (Haah) This'll be a long journey though so buckle up for the long ride 'ol buddy 'ol pal 'ol fren...
Anyways I won't spill my guts anymore... Or atleast for awhile [maybe 200? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)] but again thank you for the watches, favs, and comments genuinely it does mean a lot. And don't worry my sights haven't changed, my end goals are still those serious comics, but that doesn't mean I can't make a bunch of horni stuff while I'm learning right?
Regardless (gotta expand my vocabulary) thank you for reading if you did, please have a brilliant day and take some time for yourself, body and/or mind. I think I'll need to soon too.
[And was it obvious this was more or less just a flow of thoughts?]
Anyways to cut to the chase thank for 100 watchers, it may not be much compared to others, but the way I see it, I haven't even been posting for a year (and most of the early stuff sucks anyways) but I've (we've?) hit this milestone already. Now this may sound really dumb (and probably not the healthiest) but my goal for 2023 was to hit 100 watchers as a way to measure my artistic growth. Now I'm going to state outright that such an endeavor isn't healthy and no one should really measure themselves in such a way. Most art teachers I've spoken with just say to compare current you to past you, not anyone else, and certainly not numbers. Though that all being said I would be lying if I didn't admit that it made me feel... Something? Something good atleast.
That my time and effort isn't completely wasted. I'll admit on this post because if it wasn't already obvious I'm not much of an online socialite (I more prefer in person interaction) but I genuinely want to be one of the best furry porn artists around (makes sense why I experiment so much huh?). Is it a stupid goal? Probably... Doesn't mean I'm gonna up and give up, but I also know that such a goal takes years, and when I first uploaded no joke was also when I started drawing again years, so I started from zero. But I already hit my end of year goal in 2 months and haven't even posted one of my major projects for the year... So here's hoping right? This is also why I really appreciate feedback, I can spot some errors and work to improve them, but sometimes I'm just at a loss smashing my head against the wall trying to force a solution. (Haah) This'll be a long journey though so buckle up for the long ride 'ol buddy 'ol pal 'ol fren...
Anyways I won't spill my guts anymore... Or atleast for awhile [maybe 200? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)] but again thank you for the watches, favs, and comments genuinely it does mean a lot. And don't worry my sights haven't changed, my end goals are still those serious comics, but that doesn't mean I can't make a bunch of horni stuff while I'm learning right?
Regardless (gotta expand my vocabulary) thank you for reading if you did, please have a brilliant day and take some time for yourself, body and/or mind. I think I'll need to soon too.
[And was it obvious this was more or less just a flow of thoughts?]
You have good stuff and are doing great so far