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2 years ago
I've started to learn 3d modelling in Blender, yay! And also working on a big Borderlands fanfiction in my spare time and...ehhh... so sorry for a lack of updates in my twitter 😖 It's hard to be a human and anthro artist at the same time when 80% of your works are.../cough-cough/...and i'm so confused what to do next, how to stop to be burned out constantly with all of my attempts in developing of my other blogs, yada yada
It's just like I always don't have enough energy (or courage??) to do that, even knowing that i am deserving more attention for my hard work? And my drawing process is REALLY slow for most of the time, even it's just a sketch. I want to train myself with a timer - just to cut off meaningless movements on the canvas! Like fr, who's gonna notice that tiny little microscopic dot inside of character on 500% zoom, c'mon, it isn't even funny anymore 😭
It's just like I always don't have enough energy (or courage??) to do that, even knowing that i am deserving more attention for my hard work? And my drawing process is REALLY slow for most of the time, even it's just a sketch. I want to train myself with a timer - just to cut off meaningless movements on the canvas! Like fr, who's gonna notice that tiny little microscopic dot inside of character on 500% zoom, c'mon, it isn't even funny anymore 😭
Aaand. 2d + 3d is a great combo still~