Are you okay AwA??

*hug*

I would be lying if I said I was not. There are days where everything is fine, then suddenly my own thoughts attack me. This is something I have dealt with for as long as I can remember. I have noticed that its influence has grown stronger, ever since I found my purpose in life. Why is it that my own mind actively tries to harm me? This is something I have yet to understand.

Just like anyone else, I have dreams that I want to pursue. To get there, you have to be believe in yourself. You have to be strong. You have to be brave enough to face the whirling winds of life. Even when standing face to face with something as powerful as your will, you must continue.

Yeah it's kinda funny, the more you work on yourself and take responsibility the more you start noticing things working against you X) to include your own mental issues suddenly gaining fangs and making life miserable...but then you go to a doctor and they give you some pills, and viola! All good again...maybe! X3

Have you been on mental medication before?

I'm on them for life, actually. Sertraline for anxiety and mood swings. I've tried getting off of them, but my serotonin production is permanently bricked, so I live with it.

The light can't be right all the time, sometimes we take risks for the better and we fight what holding us behind, and you friend, i believe in you and I'll be always at your side and i know that you're strong as well.

Thank you, Mohammed. You've always been so kind to me. I love you friend. Thank you!

Love is a little bit of stretch, but hey, those problems aren't match for you and i know you can do it and pass through this!

Wish I had something more meaningful to offer, but... I believe in you. However long things take, however bad they seem, I know you can make it through. Stay strong 🤍

I love you CT. Thank you for taking the time to say this.