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Am I good or Evil
2 years ago
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Calling all fluffs *The fox appears standing on a small green crate* important message for all.
The truth is this question has been on my mind for a while. I feel like I don't know. I always felt I was too soft to be evil. But at the same time I feel im too needy to be good.
Ive always been lonely and when people help with it I go and turn my back on them when they stop. I should understand people have busy lives and not live afraid of abandonment. However it keeps creeping on me. This little voice that says people are better off without you. Or you'll always be alone. Haunting me and my psyche. I find it hard to talk about my problems because there's no answer to them. They just exist. I'll always be alone. I'll always be scared that in the end ill be by myself. I chose ninetales as my Pokemon because in the end...no matter how much I want...it will just be me...all alone wishing for anyone to ease the pain.
Who knows anymore, am I wrong for craving attention the way I do? Is there a better way? Am I just destined to suffer?
Ive always been lonely and when people help with it I go and turn my back on them when they stop. I should understand people have busy lives and not live afraid of abandonment. However it keeps creeping on me. This little voice that says people are better off without you. Or you'll always be alone. Haunting me and my psyche. I find it hard to talk about my problems because there's no answer to them. They just exist. I'll always be alone. I'll always be scared that in the end ill be by myself. I chose ninetales as my Pokemon because in the end...no matter how much I want...it will just be me...all alone wishing for anyone to ease the pain.
Who knows anymore, am I wrong for craving attention the way I do? Is there a better way? Am I just destined to suffer?
