I'm beginning to feel better and have been getting decent sleep, which improvement of my health... It felt great. But there are times when I am stressed, I have trouble sleeping. My mind will go around, refusing to let me sleep and my body won't relax despite if I'm tired or not. But it's improving, just gotta focus on taking care of myself not to get stressed so much... My counseling from February 24 had to be moved to this month because I was having money problems that I couldn't afford to pay for the sessions... (My insurance can't cover it) But hopefully I can get this one. My mind goes in the south direction sometimes despite me trying to think positive, but when I'm busy with work, watching TV or gaming my mind focuses on all those until later. Sometimes I have a weird feeling on my throat, like a lump - the feeling you get when you feel like you wanna cry? Yeah, I sometimes get that, even though I'm calm and in a good mood. Feeling like I want to cry? Ummmm...not really? it's been awhile really...

Long story short: I'm starting to feel better, stress and anxiety are becoming less and less of a problem but they are still there.

As for my life itself, I'm still hanging around... Just not drawing anything whcih I need to focus on my health first before I can go back doing that. Just sucks that you want to do something you enjoy yet your mind is like "Nah, let me make you feel depressed and give you sour thoughts lmao" Not fun....... Also, I finally got another job. I've been thinking hard about it even to the point of stressing out a little, but I made my decision to find another work. I finally accepted that working in the restaurants is really stressful for me to handle and it's time to try something different for once in my life. And since I pushed myself so hard with my now former-job, even stressed and getting angry at whatever happened, maybe that's why I was feeling so terrible... So, my new job is packing fruits in boxes or bags, hoping they will train me to operate a forklift because those look cool. They pay really good and no customers will be involved lol.

But that's it for the update, I'm feeling better but still working on it. Hoping for more improvements and whatever I can do to help me. Hopefully I'll get back to drawing soon.
That is all, take care...