-holds arms out for a hug- I'm still here

Aw. Thankies.

Still alive and kicking.

Trying to. Not easy.

Hi hon. All is o.k.? How are things?

I've been better. Having bad mood swings, depression, pain, lonelyness, and just in a funk. Money is super tight and I really worry about my future. I can't go out like I used to be able to. Both my trucks need repairs. Mom is having issues with money and not feeling well. I don't think I can physically work a job due to pain and body issues. Just feel lost honestly. Plus I can't sell anything due to people either being cheap or not having money. And screw Ebay now since they take so much of your profit away from you. IDK anymore.......

Dang hon. Note me if you need to talk more.

Hugs. I will. One of my biggest problems is I really don't know how to be an adult very well. Because of the cancer I went through as a kid, I didn't get to grow up like most kids. So a lot of skills were not learned the same and I relied on my mom for guidance and help. Plus my dad was a complete jerk. Sometimes I think I have PTSD on top of everything else. Thank you for being my friend. Hugs.