Hey.

Sorry for the long unavailability, I was very ill. I've been in bed for two weeks. I didn't have the strength to talk or even just watch TV.
I felt very bad, I can't even describe this feeling. I vomited from any food and even from water. For the first time I learned what dehydration is.
They called an ambulance for me, but they couldn't do anything. The doctor prescribed pills (from which I also vomited) and pricked me with injections for nausea (but I did not have a feeling of nausea, so they did not help)

The saddest thing is that I live alone and only my mother, who has cancer, could take care of me. It was very difficult for her to get to me every day and take care of me, she is a hero. I'm very ashamed in front of her that I got so sick.

I feel a little better now. I don't feel sick and I can eat and drink. We think it was something like an attack of pancreatitis, but without a fever. It was most likely provoked by stress - in February my father and my beloved cat died. Also, I've always had a bad appetite and I don't eat much. Now I try to eat often, but little by little, so that the body works at least minimally.

I have a little strength, but I will try to get back to work soon. While I was ill, I had a stagnation in work and because of this, I now have absolutely no money to pay for the loan and housing and communal services. Nevertheless, I would like to give the previous commissions before recruiting new ones. Customers are already waiting too long and I would like to keep a good reputation.

Thanks to everyone who still stays with me.