I'm not well, another wave of crises was triggered for reasons that I don't want to comment
I can't work and my emotional state is a mess
I'm thinking of selling some characters and taking a break from everything for at least 4 days to 1 week
Honestly, I just wanted to disappear right now as I write
It's been hell living with this weight day after day and even talking to some good people who have the patience to put up with me I still have the feeling that day after day I just victimize myself without making an effort to get out of this hole
I'm just sorry for not being able to work, be decently stable to socialize among other things
If it gets worse I'll go to the hospital to take medical measures