I am going to be OK. I am having a major mental health crisis at the moment since I am looking to finally become independent after saying that i'll do it and then not do it. I'm basically posting them so I can tell and share with people that its OK and normal to feel this way, but also they need to seek help like I am doing. I have a councilor, I have a psychiatrist who I am seeing that is providing anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills and other services to help me. My mom has been... Unpleasant since, what I believe has been, 2015 and its been so bad. I am trying to get out of the house more and I am still living with her at the time of writing this. I have taken so much verbal abuse behind closed doors, I am so tired of it, my brother is tired of it, he's had it a lot worse, but I will not put my suffering aside, we have both gone through enough and we both want it to end. We're working on getting out of here.