Been having some existencial and identity crisises. Often finding myself unable to sleep due to random (but most of the times dark) scenarios, that have not even happened are entering my mind.

Not only that, I often have difficulties at settling on a character of mine, as I have the feeling of both changing up something, but then when it happens, I immediately want to go back to the previous ones, and so on. I love all my characters, I really do. Sometimes however, I'm just unable to decide on who or what even I am, or who or what I want to be.
There is even an... idea I have had in mind for quite some time, but only shared to a select few of my friends, as I'm not entirely sure yet if I feel confident and comfortable to fully commit to it.

As for irl stuff, I don't want to go deep into them in this journal, as it is its own, separste story. Just wanted to share a little fragment of what was going on inside myself as of recently, regarding my self expressions and identifications.

Time to sleep now however, so if you are reading this, I hope you all have a wonderful day or night, and remember to be nice to eachother.