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2 years ago
Um, hey.
So, I have some stuff to post, again; which I'll do soon, if not sometime tomorrow (or later today, rather, since it's now 3:40 a.m.).
You've probably all noticed that, once again, I just up and vanished with no warning...
Been stuck in an anxiety loop; the longer I don't do anything here, the more anxious I get, so the longer I stay away; so on and so forth.
That's no excuse; just what (I think...) keeps happening.
I'm aware the majority of you don't mind, because you know I'll post again eventually, which... thank you, seriously; but I still feel bad for this happening time after time.
I haven't streamed, taken comms, posted here... The most I've been able to make myself do is keep up, as much as I can, with Patreon.
Don't know if I should like, go on hiatus? Or try to draw even more at a time than I do..? It's frustrating. Frustrating for myself, and I'm sure some of you as well.
Legitimately, I cannot tell if I'm overworking myself, or not working enough.
Well, anyway; hope you're all doing alright, in any case.
As mentioned, there will be things posted either later today, or tomorrow.
I... don't know if I'll respond to much, to be honest, but as always I do read everyone's comments ^^
So goodnight for now; see you later
So, I have some stuff to post, again; which I'll do soon, if not sometime tomorrow (or later today, rather, since it's now 3:40 a.m.).
You've probably all noticed that, once again, I just up and vanished with no warning...
Been stuck in an anxiety loop; the longer I don't do anything here, the more anxious I get, so the longer I stay away; so on and so forth.
That's no excuse; just what (I think...) keeps happening.
I'm aware the majority of you don't mind, because you know I'll post again eventually, which... thank you, seriously; but I still feel bad for this happening time after time.
I haven't streamed, taken comms, posted here... The most I've been able to make myself do is keep up, as much as I can, with Patreon.
Don't know if I should like, go on hiatus? Or try to draw even more at a time than I do..? It's frustrating. Frustrating for myself, and I'm sure some of you as well.
Legitimately, I cannot tell if I'm overworking myself, or not working enough.
Well, anyway; hope you're all doing alright, in any case.
As mentioned, there will be things posted either later today, or tomorrow.
I... don't know if I'll respond to much, to be honest, but as always I do read everyone's comments ^^
So goodnight for now; see you later
If you would like to help support me, see most of my work early, and have access to patreon only content; you can find me here:
Shadowponi's Patreon 
every one has their own problems to do with, so just go what feel right with how you do thing ^w^
And yeah, that's a fair point.
Just wish I knew how to fix said problems ^^;
And that's the thing, though; I'm not sure if I'm even stressed at all ^^;
Like... I don't think I am; but very well might be; type of... thing.
No matter how long passes x3
Life can be busy at times and I am sure most of your followers understand that *hug*
And true; though personally I don't feel like I'm busy all that often (to be fair that's probably part of my problem, though; that I don't "think" I am, when I might be XP; )
But thank you, still.
I'm sure I'll get through it at some point; just the matter of when
Lov u and staph being harsh on yourself ><
And... well, yes I do really need to fix my sleep, that's true... also probably making this issue worse, now that I think about it.
Thank you, Tem~
oh. Thank you again; for some reason you just reminded me I need to post an edit for one of my characters X3;
Don't overwork yourself, and don't worry about us! We're all here to support you. You are AWESOME!! (And not just as an artist, honestly you really seem like a genuinely awesome person!! :3)
Please, please take care of yourself. First and foremost, worry about you before you worry about arts or being active on FA/Twittaur or anything like that.
We are here to support you, furiendo!! ^^
I got a lot more done than I have in a while; so might try and get back into streaming more, again
And thank you; I appreciate that ^^
I try to be kind, but usually feel like I'm fairly self centered (always felt like that, so nothing new ^^;)
And yes, have been trying to take better care of myself in general, starting with sleep...
But thank you again; and yeah I didn't what the plural of "hiatus" was either. X3;
I agree "hiatuses" is pretty boring, lol
Although I did stream earlier and got a lot more done that I've been doing, in days, even.
So it seems like jumping back into it (with a triple shot espresso) helped
Also mmmm espresso...