Back to square one. College forced me to quit therapy and had new breakdown. For 2 weeks i couldn't even draw a line or write. Currently i'm taking xanax, fight with nerve pain, can't really explain it. Its like thousands of little needles crawling around me. Can't even go to do grocery because i get paralised by stimoli overflow. I'm mostly vegetating now. Can't even find good words to make that journal. REally sorry for delay, i'm trying my best to get back to drawing and finish my comms. Really sorry i physically can;t