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16 years ago
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In all honesty, I'm quite fed up with how things are going.
SL has become such a pain to even use on any of my computers (even the one I had bought a new video card for). Seems there is something causing me to have massive amounts of packet loss taking my normal of 10-12 fps down to a ridiculous 0.3 fps, which just earlier last night SL crashed because of this severe lag problem. And that's not even by biggest gripe with SL. In a weird twist of irony LL doesn't give a shit about non-premium members as they seem to love walking around solutions to a problem even when its specifically stated to what had resolved the problem when it had occurred once before.
FR, honestly there isn't much wrong here. Its normal for a program to have people to constantly request friendship upon first sight of you in-world without speaking/typing a single word, not even a 'hello', 'hey', or a simple 'hi'. I'm just waiting for SOE to actually drop the Halloween stuff cause its rather amusing to see their ads in the load screens talking about Halloween items are only available through November 11th. What day is it? oh yea, the 16th...
Brings me to my final gripe. It's the 16th today and today really should bear a whole lot of significance to me than any other day (this probably should be a hint to those of you who care that the day has a purpose to me, no I won't say it cause I don't feel like saying it as it'd have to mean that I'm actually happy to an extent). No, I'm not happy. I don't see myself of much significance to others and I don't see myself as being over others. I don't ask anyone for help, yet in some cases I do need help. Soon, my parents court date will be coming up, adding to my depression. Sometimes I'm not really sure why I even tell things to people who I don't really know that well.
Current mood: definitely not happy
Current music: Eminem - Kim
SL has become such a pain to even use on any of my computers (even the one I had bought a new video card for). Seems there is something causing me to have massive amounts of packet loss taking my normal of 10-12 fps down to a ridiculous 0.3 fps, which just earlier last night SL crashed because of this severe lag problem. And that's not even by biggest gripe with SL. In a weird twist of irony LL doesn't give a shit about non-premium members as they seem to love walking around solutions to a problem even when its specifically stated to what had resolved the problem when it had occurred once before.
FR, honestly there isn't much wrong here. Its normal for a program to have people to constantly request friendship upon first sight of you in-world without speaking/typing a single word, not even a 'hello', 'hey', or a simple 'hi'. I'm just waiting for SOE to actually drop the Halloween stuff cause its rather amusing to see their ads in the load screens talking about Halloween items are only available through November 11th. What day is it? oh yea, the 16th...
Brings me to my final gripe. It's the 16th today and today really should bear a whole lot of significance to me than any other day (this probably should be a hint to those of you who care that the day has a purpose to me, no I won't say it cause I don't feel like saying it as it'd have to mean that I'm actually happy to an extent). No, I'm not happy. I don't see myself of much significance to others and I don't see myself as being over others. I don't ask anyone for help, yet in some cases I do need help. Soon, my parents court date will be coming up, adding to my depression. Sometimes I'm not really sure why I even tell things to people who I don't really know that well.
Current mood: definitely not happy
Current music: Eminem - Kim
I wish that nobody went through hard times, but that's not really possible. Since it isn't, I also wish that hard times are only hard for a little while.
I won't pretend that I'm a wise man of any kind (although I am a bit of a smartypants) but I do believe that what's important in life is being yourself to the truest extent possible. If you aren't true to you, you aren't true to anyone else, either. Further, I find that "sadder now but wiser" is often very true -- those of us less fortunate in life often come away with much more wisdom and understanding about how real life really works. Those who wallow in wealth and shelter themselves from the world just don't get it.
May the light of good fortune shine your way in the near future. Sounds like you need it.