The usual nightmare ended early today.
2 years ago
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This Is a sign of hope, not just for me but others maybe?
Just as everything started to go dark, I felt another set of hands pull me out. It wasn't Sally's but they were peach colored of a very familair shade., something was very warm about them. It was him.
I woke up at 2:30, but not scared as usual, I couldn't feel my heart beating hard(And that's a good thing). I checked the userlist of his streampage and saw someone else, checked their stream page and they were working on something In his style. I never said It on the stream but I really felt he was there as If he was being channeled through him. This means one thing...
He's still with us In a way
He saved me again...
I actually look forward to sleeping next time, something deep down knows I'm not going to have that nightmare again but a lovely dream I look forward to.
So while I'm awake, I'm going to be productive today somehow.
Just as everything started to go dark, I felt another set of hands pull me out. It wasn't Sally's but they were peach colored of a very familair shade., something was very warm about them. It was him.
I woke up at 2:30, but not scared as usual, I couldn't feel my heart beating hard(And that's a good thing). I checked the userlist of his streampage and saw someone else, checked their stream page and they were working on something In his style. I never said It on the stream but I really felt he was there as If he was being channeled through him. This means one thing...
He's still with us In a way
He saved me again...
I actually look forward to sleeping next time, something deep down knows I'm not going to have that nightmare again but a lovely dream I look forward to.
So while I'm awake, I'm going to be productive today somehow.
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My productive thing that day was I worked on a sprite for someone who was working on one of his sketches, added another wall mounted tablet to the virtural Ofrenda on Second Life (If you wish to visit It, It's here: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondli.....burg/130/43/40) that displayed the page of my birthday present to him that will show when It premeirs... on his birthday. It's also going to be the last video on my channel.
After that I just slept for a long time, I never had a dream In a long time, It was just cuddles with him, Edna, Edward and Sally. I never said a thing but my hugs told a thousand paragraphs as his hugs drew a thousand pictures. I never wanted to wake up from that dream... If only every day since that day was all just one bad dream. 🫂ðŸ˜