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I have a lot of old art to upload so don't mind me if you see me spam stuff that was made months ago and posted to twitter (which reminder, I'm more active on somewhat).
Also another update on life. My fiance's arm is still messed up but for the most part he doesn't need to see the doctor anymore or get anymore operations. He can ride his bike fine and go to work and stuff but he lost a majority of his back muscles so the only strands holding his arm up is his neck muscles. He says he can feel his neck straining if he uses his arm too much. He'll have to recover that muscle back so it might take a few years. But he's okay other than that.
Even though I still want to stay with my fiance to help with chores and his arm, I'm going to have to go back to my parents house in Canada this May. I'm sad but also anticipating it a bit. I think it would be good for me to take a break from here and focus on myself and my work. I want to improve more on my art and interact with people more. I feel as if I'm not in my comfort zone and haven't been in it for a year. I basically wake up, do chores, do work, cook and then sleep. I don't have any recreational activities to do here and I'm not motivated enough to play games/watch shows. This town is till being built so there isn't even a park to walk to in comparison to where I live where I took walks everyday. My partner is in a better place financially so I think it would be nice to indulge a bit and not have to use all my money just to pay for bills. I buy a total of $100 of things for myself a year usually haha.
I have a lot of old art to upload so don't mind me if you see me spam stuff that was made months ago and posted to twitter (which reminder, I'm more active on somewhat).
Also another update on life. My fiance's arm is still messed up but for the most part he doesn't need to see the doctor anymore or get anymore operations. He can ride his bike fine and go to work and stuff but he lost a majority of his back muscles so the only strands holding his arm up is his neck muscles. He says he can feel his neck straining if he uses his arm too much. He'll have to recover that muscle back so it might take a few years. But he's okay other than that.
Even though I still want to stay with my fiance to help with chores and his arm, I'm going to have to go back to my parents house in Canada this May. I'm sad but also anticipating it a bit. I think it would be good for me to take a break from here and focus on myself and my work. I want to improve more on my art and interact with people more. I feel as if I'm not in my comfort zone and haven't been in it for a year. I basically wake up, do chores, do work, cook and then sleep. I don't have any recreational activities to do here and I'm not motivated enough to play games/watch shows. This town is till being built so there isn't even a park to walk to in comparison to where I live where I took walks everyday. My partner is in a better place financially so I think it would be nice to indulge a bit and not have to use all my money just to pay for bills. I buy a total of $100 of things for myself a year usually haha.
Glad he's in a better financial place now though.
Not sure what the full story is with you going back to your parents in May but I hope it gets helps you out of this rut you've been in.
Well I visit my fiance for a few months and then go back and then go back to him! I don't have a visa yet so I can't legally stay with him for more than 6 months a year (I'm Canadian and he's American). It's just harder right now because he has his arm issues and I'd rather stay and help him. I admit that his whole issue has put me though a depression bc it's also been depressing him. But hopefully things turn up better for the both of us this summer.