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Moving Forward (I guess this is my reality now)
2 years ago
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I have no idea what I’m doing.
Hey guys! It's me, Double Dee!
This is my Youtube Channel for Let's Plays: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCn.....CuwdlkJ0sMtYUA
And these guys are awesome and you should know them, if not then get to know them!
Hey guys! It's me, Double Dee!
This is my Youtube Channel for Let's Plays: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCn.....CuwdlkJ0sMtYUA
And these guys are awesome and you should know them, if not then get to know them!
Yesterday (or two days ago if you are viewing this on the 17th in your zone, as it's the 16th in my time when I'm typing this) was the burial of my dad who passed on March 20th. It was moving, to say the least.
So what's gonna happen moving forward? Well, I'm not sure. I have an okay job right now (it's Amazon, which I could do better, but it's better than nothing), but finances are gonna change. It's gonna affect buying art and video games and I'm not gonna buy them as much as I usually do even if I do get paid okay enough to do it. Most of what I earn is gonna go towards helping my mom in keeping the rest of my family afloat as long as my siblings pitch in as well.
Honestly, I don't know if I can truly be fully okay. But it's okay enough that I'm able to move forward. I coped in a variety of ways leading up to the burial., some healthier than others Crying profusely, not wanting to get up, looking at random pictures of people I hate and said to them, "It should have been you", and just basically went through the motions of life. But I think I'm gonna be okay. It's also gonna be a time of new beginnings, so here's hoping I'll take new opportunities and stuff.
That is all. Maybe I'll do another journal later so that this and the last journal won't be seen in the front page and we'll return to good vibes.
So what's gonna happen moving forward? Well, I'm not sure. I have an okay job right now (it's Amazon, which I could do better, but it's better than nothing), but finances are gonna change. It's gonna affect buying art and video games and I'm not gonna buy them as much as I usually do even if I do get paid okay enough to do it. Most of what I earn is gonna go towards helping my mom in keeping the rest of my family afloat as long as my siblings pitch in as well.
Honestly, I don't know if I can truly be fully okay. But it's okay enough that I'm able to move forward. I coped in a variety of ways leading up to the burial., some healthier than others Crying profusely, not wanting to get up, looking at random pictures of people I hate and said to them, "It should have been you", and just basically went through the motions of life. But I think I'm gonna be okay. It's also gonna be a time of new beginnings, so here's hoping I'll take new opportunities and stuff.
That is all. Maybe I'll do another journal later so that this and the last journal won't be seen in the front page and we'll return to good vibes.
The best things you can do for yourself is to remember the good times you had with him and to cherish the good people that are still in your life now.