Last few weeks have just been dragging myself through each day, one at a time. Ive been doing my best to be there for others, for my friends so I know they are safe and happy. I am grateful for my friends who are there for me, but there will be days my communication will be weak. I am doing my absolute best to be there for others, and keep in contact with all the lovely people I've met, but its been getting harder. Right now, I am watching someone ever so close to me fade away to a disease, and I've sought to conceal it in hopes this negative energy or hurt doesn't spread to anyone else. But, talking with friends has helped it a bit. I just need time, and hopefully things will get better.