Hey I'm sorry to all dropping this of all sudden this mostly but it's a small vent. I recently had to deal with a lot of heavy and painful chocies regarding carrrer, family and worse of all my old wounds getting stabbed into by couple of people from my past. Just one thing I wanted to ask to if anyone knows what I should really do..Really Just it all is too much for me to handle all alone just thinking of crying in bed all day just whinning IRL. I thought some stuff is easy to let go but no...why some people really want to dive into drama, treat me without any decency or just straight up cause web of lies just to cause chaos and just squeeze me into another scar or wound. I know some of you know already what I reffered to but I just know I can't take some of this stuff.


Promise to all who just read this I'll try to take care of myself but I might not be active for a while..It's something I really need to probably do.
I'm really in pain and hurting but only time can tell what can happen to me if I don't get shreded by so called "people"