I tried so hard to apply for a job at my favorite theme park: Knott's.
All I wanted was a job. Any! Any single one! I could've been given trash duty and I still would've been the happiest I would have been.
But no.......
They wanted someone with "better experience and ethics" Meaning, they wanted someone better than me.

I tried and gave it my all, just trying to grab a job so that I could learn how to make money for myself. But it seems like my efforts were all for nothing. My dreams have been crushed and destroyed.....

*cries and sobs*
Thats it. I'm tired of this. I know the next thing is to try again and look for another job and I know there's a possibility of being rejected but I don't wanna take another chance of being rejected again.
So, I'm saving myself that shame and humiliation and sadness. I'm giving up.

I'll just go through this summer, maybe the year. Maybe my life.....poor.....

There's no point.....