Everyone....I have taken time to calm down and relax. I have talked with my friends on Discord and here on FA. I've also talked with my mother on this issue. I.....I wanted to apologize for what I said in my last journal. Sometimes i say things that I don't mean when I get sad, frustrated, angry, depressed, disappointed, scared, etc. I tend to say things like "I give up" when really I don't mean it. Emotions tend to find a way to get us to do things or say things that we never intended on doing.

I feel more calmer and better now. This whole issue has taught me one thing. To keep trying. When one door closes, another one opens.
A friend of mine on Discord told me that and now, I feel better. So, I'm gonna keep going. I won't give up! I'm gonna keep trying to find other jobs that will suit me.