So.. I've came to realize that a lot of people have their journals all spiffed up and looking pretty awesome.. XD I'll get to that at some point.. but otherwise~ for those of you who don't know, I'm diabetic, Type 1. I was diagnosed with Pre-Diabetic symptoms when I was 8 years old and a full diagnosis by 12 because my Pancreas doesn't produce "beta cells" which are vital in the production of insulin and blood glucose balance in your body... Aside from all the medical stuff, I'm essentially considered "Juvenile diabetic"

So, I went to the doctors office today because I had been on pump therapy for the past 2 years. Unfortunately because of my job and socio-economic status the past year, I haven't been able to keep up payments with the pump or the supplies as it was averaging me about 600$ a month.. So, I had to give up the pump and go back to regular insulin therapy.

So, I'm sick and queasy right now, trying not to vomit all over my keyboard because my body is trying to adjust to the new types of insulin.. but it just makes me feel super lonely, I absolutely hate being alone when I feel sick.. Agh. Well, regardless of the emotional rant, everything should be fine in a few days to a week.. Just gotta feel sick for a little bit, and then I'll get back to normal.