over the past couple years i have grown silent and not really communitive with everyone, typically, I do not like to share what is going on in my life or what i am going through due to past confrontations, but I feel you guys deserve to at least know why I have grown as quiet as I have...


Truth be told, I have become ill due to my diabetes, I thought I was doing well, but my blood sugar and blood pressure have been atrocious and on top of it all, I am having alot of mental issues, Life has not been treating me as well as i would like, but hey, can't be rainbows and sunshine all the time...

My kidneys have also been affecting me, due to having high blood sugar and high blood pressure over a long period of time, they have started to slowly cause me discomfort, I am still trying to get a grasp around it all as this is something new I have been experience and its a lil scary....i get fatigued alot quicker, I am having a hard time focusing, and my mood overall just declines in mere minutes...so It has been a bit hard for me, I am seeking therapy and I am trying my best to keep my blood sugar and pressure as low as i can and to stay stress free, I want to apologize to anyone who has gotten a commission from me in the past and i took way too long to complete them or still am completing them, I will have them done as fast as I can, all i can ask is for you to be patient with me.