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Medical Normalcy? Along with random bits to clear my mind...
2 years ago
I like writing journals, I like listening to y'all comments :D
Anyway, blood test came in, my everything is normal, no hyperthyroidism or any ailments, cholesterol was sadly borderline high so need to rework my lifestyle a bit.
So it's seem to all been chuck up to me having a bad anxiety episode that's causing my body to go wack, I'm cooling down now, having small frights there and here but cooling down.
I guess the little heart flutter at night are just from workout over exertions?
Let's give it a week more to recover and see where we go from there :o
Maybe a ping with a cardiologist should be in hand.
Thank you all for the kind wishes and advice, kept me intact for the last few days.
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Now for random bits
Ever since this episode, my horny engine has been out of wack as well, so I guess Imma ask what y'all are into???
Idk y'all seems to really really like pudgy girls or cumflation, honestly still surprises me :o
Or thin girls? Shortstacks? idk I'm still a bit wack.
Who should I draw?
I always wanna play Divinity Original Sin 2 but never really got to it much
Never left FortJoy :U, I think it was just the combat sometimes being too hard or too easy at times.
Need to commit at some point
I also should finish up Botw, I got Tears of the Kingdom for like a week now but I didn't even touch it cause I wanna wrap up my Botw's 2nd playthrough :V
Also sorry for the lack of Audie Botw comics before TotK came out, not sure are y'all still interested in it or should I skip to TotK Audie :o
Really need to stop treating games like a chore, prolly what's contributing to my anxiety.
For no reason at all, here read Blacksaw's Monster Hunter parody comic! English translated!
> https://mangatoto.com/chapter/2108664 <
> https://mangatoto.com/chapter/2181725<;
I freakin' love this, the way he draw the males and Somnacanth looks super cute.
Also we got a sample build of a June Plush!
It's adorable and I can't wait for it to be prime and ready :D
Well that's all in my thought for now, again thank you for the kind words and sticking with me through this.
Anyway, blood test came in, my everything is normal, no hyperthyroidism or any ailments, cholesterol was sadly borderline high so need to rework my lifestyle a bit.
So it's seem to all been chuck up to me having a bad anxiety episode that's causing my body to go wack, I'm cooling down now, having small frights there and here but cooling down.
I guess the little heart flutter at night are just from workout over exertions?
Let's give it a week more to recover and see where we go from there :o
Maybe a ping with a cardiologist should be in hand.
Thank you all for the kind wishes and advice, kept me intact for the last few days.
-
Now for random bits
Ever since this episode, my horny engine has been out of wack as well, so I guess Imma ask what y'all are into???
Idk y'all seems to really really like pudgy girls or cumflation, honestly still surprises me :o
Or thin girls? Shortstacks? idk I'm still a bit wack.
Who should I draw?
I always wanna play Divinity Original Sin 2 but never really got to it much
Never left FortJoy :U, I think it was just the combat sometimes being too hard or too easy at times.
Need to commit at some point
I also should finish up Botw, I got Tears of the Kingdom for like a week now but I didn't even touch it cause I wanna wrap up my Botw's 2nd playthrough :V
Also sorry for the lack of Audie Botw comics before TotK came out, not sure are y'all still interested in it or should I skip to TotK Audie :o
Really need to stop treating games like a chore, prolly what's contributing to my anxiety.
For no reason at all, here read Blacksaw's Monster Hunter parody comic! English translated!
> https://mangatoto.com/chapter/2108664 <
> https://mangatoto.com/chapter/2181725<;
I freakin' love this, the way he draw the males and Somnacanth looks super cute.
Also we got a sample build of a June Plush!
It's adorable and I can't wait for it to be prime and ready :D
Well that's all in my thought for now, again thank you for the kind words and sticking with me through this.
But for the horny,
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More buff domme mommy freya pls 🥵
Hmm.. well, glad to hear it wasn't anything major...
+1 for cowgirl (cowgirl riding cowgirl position.. hahaha)
And the world always needs more phat asses.
As to what I like? Pudgy girls with big everything is my go-to. Just does things to me.
Hope you can get the games sched worked out, I know that pain too well!
As for the other part:
I love the Absol bartenders personally. You can't go wrong with June either. And milk. Milk is good. ;)
I personally dont like cumflation. Never understood it.
I like the BoTW comics. They're likely not gonna end up on my favorites but they're still a treat to read.
Anyway, glad your tests are coming back negative. Hopefully it stays that way!
As for games, has there been anything you've felt like playing, maybe not any one game specifically but some genre you're being pulled to? I've had games feel like a chore too, like it's a responsibility to finish them and get my money's worth. What helps me stave that off is either "indulging" in that little urge to just play whatever or just don't play at all. Games are meant to be fun, if you're not having fun then what's the point, y'know?
As for hornry stuff, personally I've always liked how you show the person enjoying themselves too. Squirting's always been my favorite, but even the way you from a person's expressions or how their body shakes from pleasure has always been my favorite.
Take care of yourself, man. Take it easy if you're not feeling 100%, yeah?
Pick up the lone wolf perk and just take one companion with you and also get it for them. Boosted stats that make you feel powerful, and more flexibility with builds.
Personal reccomendation, lots of fun to be had doing Hydrosophist/Aerothurge wizard builds with a few points into Polymorph for bonus stats and tentacle lash (and a few source abilities later on that are stupid powerful).
If you also want a combat tip with magic. Hydrosophist using rain makes enemies wet, which if they have no magic armor you can chill then freeze with ice spells to skip their turn, same thing happens with shock and stun. Wet grants bonus damage for electricity
Really as long as you're drawing any of your Pokemorph gals, I'm happy! I love them all!
Also, Audie is good. I love all your Audie stuff, regardless of whether it's Zelda crossover or not. <3
More big booba pls.
For the horny how about some body worship.
You're very productive. don't be afraid to take it easy every now and then.
More of your pokegals is always welcome, but that probably isn't terribly helpful.
Always love more of your Audie, and Kenny is great, but those probably tend to need a gag for inspiration.
As for the horny i got nothing sorry
As for what I love seeing from you, gotta be your bois. Sweet Braixen, your main 'sol sona, and just any other cute girly guys with big dicks. Even better if they're pure bottoms.
Also these journals are neat, glad you enjoy interacting with peeps
As for gaming, DOS2 is a grand adventure. Someone else in the comments suggested taking lone wolf. While being a bit of a learning curve, your character does indeed get stupid strong, and feels *amazing*, especially when playing a female lizard ;)
As for horni, just ladies massive in all the right places: tits, ass, thighs, whatever, bonus points if she's taller than you. Shortstacks work as well. If I could, I recommend you draw June again... not just because of her plush you mentioned (!!!), but... uh, it's literally June. :D
Some of the stuff I like most from ya has been the more tame horny stuff, tho....something about the more teasing and directly seductive side of things feels a lot better.
The medical field is so.... Corrupt? In it for the money?
ai haven't been to a doctor in so long, primarily because, nothing is of concern, but they will run tests not needed and bill the insurance anyway
lately deepthroat and throat pies seem to be my go to
to get invested in.
And you mention about what to draw?
I'd be interested to see you try on MonHun anthros 👀
As for what I'm into well lactation, cum inflation, belly inflation, breast inflation, hyper pregnancy, and popping. I don't expect these things but you asked my general stance is I like to see full figured female characters getting bigger and possibly bursting as a result. Not a fan of blueberry inflation though. also not really a fan of shortstack characters unless it's something like kobold.
As for characters I really like your serperior girls and Baat is always a good choice you make a really good vepiqueen too. Toriel and Cynder are pretty common picks for people on this site I would personally like to see more dragons and other scaly creature like snakes and alligators I would suggest the ender dragon and maleficent's dragon form since I think they have nice color pallets.
Well I think that's all from me again glad to hear that your doing alright.
Glad you're up and at em again, your posts always make me smile
Since it was my second one I finally sucked it up and went to a psychiatrist for evaluation. Ended up getting diagnosed with PTSD and trauma induced social anxiety, My rough childhood affected me more than I ever realized...
Still picking up the pieces, quit my job since the wage theft and excessive hours were stressing me out, already got two interviews so I think I'll be fine, changing up my diet to be entirely home cooked whole foods rather than instant microwave crap, forcing myself to go outside and get sunlight, trying to help my sister out with her kid since I know she's going through rough patches like me and needs support as much as I do. Things seem to be going well, but change is always scary to me.
I feel I had a point with all this, I usually do. Um... I dunno, reading peoples life trails and how they are dealing with them has always made me feel hopeful for the future, and makes me feel less lonely in the struggle. I wish you luck.
It might take awhile for the anxiety to go away, but hopefully it goes away very soon.
Take care and get plenty of rest
For the horny stuff...how about dommy Milfs?