Family relative offered me help get some training in machinery I need to get better jobs. At first I was hesitant but later decided to go with it since nobody in this town will offer training. People here are pretty much fine with old farts taking all the jobs that we people cannot get or some supervisors can give more opportunities to those they know well, in other words, favoritism. Not gonna talk so much about it, but I am going to say is I really hate my hometown. Even before the inflation this city barely improves. Sure, it is growing some new businesses and whatnot but will it give us new opportunities? Hardly. Can't find any jobs where they can offer me training to use machinery, they are pretty much fine with having old people working with them while most young people like us work in restaurants or spend a fortune getting a CDL.
But if they do need to find new people to work with any machines, they don't want to train they want to fine full experience employees. Where the fuck am I gonna get some skills if nobody are willing to train? :/

How long am I going to be away from here? No idea, Likely for a few months. I don't know, to be honest. I'm debating if I should go stay there or stay in a few months and come back here to find other jobs, or just save up as much as possible so I can go back to my hometown to pack everything and leave for good. This town stresses me the fuck out I need a huge mental break.