RIP and Explanations.
16 years ago
General
ART COMMISSION STATUS: OPEN!
FURSUIT COMMISSION STATUS : OPEN!
FURSUIT COMMISSION STATUS : OPEN!
Today was a really rough day for me.
As of 2:42pm today, my loyal companion of 14 years had to be put to sleep.
Honey was my little longhaired Dachshund who had been my best friend for most of my Canadian life.
She was going so well and went down hill suddenly, the vet said that she had a collapsed lung and something was pushing her heart all the way to the right side of her chest. Something as simple as flipping her over for an X-ray would have killed her.
I’ll be on and off for the next little while as I’m going through a seirous amount of emotional pain, as well as on top of it all I’ve been quite ill and in alot of physical pain.
I’m slowly working on commissions, I will get them done ASAP.
To all the trades I owed before MFF, I’m really sorry, I’m trying my best and I promise the wait will be worth it. I hope you can understand but if you’re angry, I fully understand.
Honey, my little girl, RIP. You were the best dog a girl could have. I hope you’re in a better place now, say hello to the boys we lost earlier this year and I hope to see you again someday.
-DezuKeti
As of 2:42pm today, my loyal companion of 14 years had to be put to sleep.
Honey was my little longhaired Dachshund who had been my best friend for most of my Canadian life.
She was going so well and went down hill suddenly, the vet said that she had a collapsed lung and something was pushing her heart all the way to the right side of her chest. Something as simple as flipping her over for an X-ray would have killed her.
I’ll be on and off for the next little while as I’m going through a seirous amount of emotional pain, as well as on top of it all I’ve been quite ill and in alot of physical pain.
I’m slowly working on commissions, I will get them done ASAP.
To all the trades I owed before MFF, I’m really sorry, I’m trying my best and I promise the wait will be worth it. I hope you can understand but if you’re angry, I fully understand.
Honey, my little girl, RIP. You were the best dog a girl could have. I hope you’re in a better place now, say hello to the boys we lost earlier this year and I hope to see you again someday.
-DezuKeti
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R.I.P Honey
We jsut recently got a puppy (well my grandpa did but she only listens to me) and the vet said Honey may have been hiding being sick until she knew there was someone else to take care of me once she was gone.
Thank you for the condelonces -hugs back-
*hugs* Im here for you if you need anything.
Lost my Titan to a fucking dumbass doctor that couldnt make up his mind and ended up killing my little guy
-hugs back- Thank you very much.
I have my family, Lucifur is helping the best he can with what he can, which means the world.
And Maestro has been checking in on me and has been crazy awesome, being the friend that I really need in this trying time.
As I've mentioned in an earlier reply, we do have the young puppy and the vet firmly believed that Honey was hiding her illness till she was positive there was someone there to take care of me once she couldn't.
I love Lady (the new puppy), don't get me wrong, but she'll never be able to take Honeys place. She was my best friend for most of my Canadian life...and now I feel alone at this point because she's not there...
I'm sure things will get better with time. Unfortunatly I get horrendously attached to my animals. When I lost Yukito, my ferret, I cried and was heart broken for months. I had him only for eleven days. So I can see this pain lasting awhile. Animals are my companions because I have a hard time relating to people sometimes. People just...most of the time don't seem to fully understand what I go through with illness and pain in my day to day life, where as my animal companions, just sit by my side in silence, just letting me know they're there.
Yes I still have Pie (chinchilla), Twiggy (technically Lucifurs bearded dragon that I don't really get along with) WiL (guinea pig) Cat (cat) Kink (gerbil) , and as earlier mentioned Lady (border collie cross). I haven't hit that same bond with all these critters yet. WiL is pretty relaxed and will just sit with me where alot of the others want to play or don't want to be handled (Kink, Cat and Twiggy to be specific). But due to my earlier mentioned disabilities, I can't play all the time.
Honey understood that, but she also grew up with me as I grew up with her.
It'll be a trying time but I'll pull through with the helping paws of friends, family, and my mate.
Sorry for the rambling... You've just always been one of those furs that I know in person who I know will understand that actual emotion behind all these words.
-hugs tight- Thank you so much Dalan for being my friend.
Thank you for the condolences
It has not been a good day at all.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I ended up severly crippling my back up today with a fall when my leg gave out and all I could think was how Honey would be right at my side till I was better.
Lady is young and just a tad to hyper. But she was calmer today.