I had a crazy weekend that ended up with a movie/drinking night with my cousin that just....well...it wasn't good lol. I was retarded. But good fo' on my part.

You know what I hate...how life looks so good one day and the next its just completely shattered. It's really amazing how much one person can do to you. Never in my life would I think that, that one person who you love so much..could just turn around and say one sentence and it be the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said. And yet...even though you know it happened...you still just can't believe it was them...it just feels like it was a completely different person like someone you didnt even know. Flabbergasting.
But I guess thats how life goes huh...keep putting yourself out there only to get hurt over and over again. Sometimes it feels like thats just what were supposed to do or something. Huh.
So anyway...Im just rambling I guess since I have no one to talk to. Lol. Oh well..life in a nutshell. Harhar.

Nothing has really been going on...I wish I had some pictures or something to upload but I dont. The city is so boring. Haha. Going home for Thanksgiving week. Excited but yet Im not. Really need to start buying Christmas gifts...pretty far behind on it. I can't believe the year is almost is over. It was almost a good year. But it ended up being pretty craptastic. Better luck next year....yea right lol.

Hmmmm...might get a car when I go home...its like a...old man car haha. But it runs so that's all that I really care about at this point...anything to get me out of the house for awhile.

I wish I had the money to take a really long much needed vacation. Would be nice.

I think Im really going down hill. Nono..not really..ignore that. Sorta wish I was though right now. Bah. Might as well be. Haha.

My dog is a freak...I hate it when he sleeps with his eyes open...really creepy. Sometimes...he makes squeaky noises like a squeaky toy while hes sleeping. Hes such a baby..he passes out with his legs sprawled out all over the place and on his back. Lol. He also likes to sit and watch the arrow go across my screen...sometimes he gets impatient with it and sticks his nose all over the screen. Hes been chasing a fly in the house for two days now. lol. I swear hes like a cat sometimes. Haha.

I think I've given up drawing for the most part. Really no motivation and I can only redraw other pictures and thats just lameness. No one wants to see that..booooooooring.

Aaaaaanyway. um yea...Im just rambling and bored and trying to keep things off my mind...its ok if you just mosey on lol....bye
>.o