Well might as well update y'all on my health conditions, so far the heart problems are gone hopefully.
So it really is chucked into me having a bad anxiety episode and me worrying till my body is all wack :o
I am still feeling the effects of the anxiety tho, don't have issues eating but I can't stomach extra large meals.
From time to time I still get the "I'm sad for no reason" feeling.

Now new issues are cropping up, and it's mostly sleep related now.
Ever since the heart problem I've been getting a weird fear of sleeping, mostly cause the past few symptoms corp up during my attempts to sleep.
And that has lingered with me for a while, despite getting the all green by the docs.
I'm sorry for my worrisome-ness is making me wreck myself .w.)

So far my attempt to recover involves me doing extra light cardio and stretches, get them glutes moving.
And eating a hella lot more fruits that I've ever do in my life ever :V
Really really helps with slimming down honestly, my guts are a bit more tucked in now.
Also cutting down on coffee, or rather trying to not take more than one coffee a day, and not past 4pm.

My motivation and horny power is back, shame that THAT means I might burn myself again with sidetracking.
Again sorry for sidetrackin'

Testing out more stuff in RPGMaker MZ, there's a lot you can do but also very few without some proper plugins.
Not sure should I start putting effort into it now with all my backlog and stuff going on still.

Been playing a lotta Warframe as well, probably a bad decision to do so alone :U
Oof there's a lotta bloat content.

Prolly should try and get back into animating more too, been doing a lot this year but kinda not good enough as well?
Idk, that and fanarts for peeps, aaaaaaaa.

Anyway, thank you all of the kind words and good wishes, thank you all for sticking with me through this .w.)b