I forgot what I was going to write today.
16 years ago
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Oh well. Hehehe. *she giggles and waves at the crowds* Carry on, then. This happens to me a lot. Mmmh ~
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got my msg on FB, hon? i hope at least... dumb computer hates me *whimpers*
i wanna talk to you so badly... and yet... no phone >:(!!! got 28 min left... >..> for a while now <..< *sighs*
anywho.. if ya got the msg.. like the poem intro, hmhmmm?
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*sullen for not being able to talk*
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btw.. >..> wrote something in my diary about ya :) it's good- but depression and such makes it looks bad :'(
not that my diary is old >..> my first.. and only got three entries <..< >..> >..<!! *sighs*
*HUG!* hope to see soon!!!... have been able to chat lately? *doesn't look hopfull at all, nooo >..<*
let me know somehow? email? (you remember it? VerdaZair[at]Gmail.com - why do so many people find that one hard to remember, if they remember my name is Veda Zair...?)
^..^ btw.. you asked about my middle name? "Verda Tove Zair".. name i picked from a childhood thing... "Tobias" was my only and also first childhood hero... dispite it being at 13 years old, and already very NOT childhood-ish... i the fem form of Tobias being "Tove"... it's also a double play over something that has been in my heart.. that i didnt know untill rescently... Tobias means "Gift from God"... Tove does not, i found- meaning "Beautiful".... which happen's to be Love's true name :) all wierd.... no wonder i always felt a connection to Tobias/Tove.. :) but now it's a double play on words :) Vreda Tove Zair, being my middle name, Love's name, and an essence of my hero.
:)
~Verda Tove Zair
"And since I am dead, I can take off my head
To recite Shakespearean quotations
No animal nor man can scream like I can
With the fury of my recitations
But who here would ever understand
That the Pumpkin King with the skeleton grin
Would tire of his crown, if they only understood
He'd give it all up if he only could
Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
That calls out for something unknown
The fame and praise come year after year
Does nothing for these empty tears"
~Jack's Lament