Thank you for letting us know. ♥
I think it's a mature decision to not force yourself through creative work (assuming that you don't do this for a living). Tending to what you like and enjoy will have the best impact on you in this regard, imo. And the sincerity of it will reflect in your art. =)

No worries at all, Brouva, I'll watch you either way! If you decide to do them I'll happily get in line for one, but if you don't (and I can absolutely understand not being motivated to them, they have to be pretty emotionally and mentally draining in many situations) I will be here happily loving your personal art that you make ❤️ Art should be something you love and enjoy creating, not something you should feel forced to do.