I've been out of touch with the media not because I was busy working on all the pieces I had queue, and still have. I managed to get enough money to pay for the whole 300$ crap deal. Life, on the other hand, had just other wrenches to throw at me.

Turns out now I've lost my Hard Drive, 500 GB of "everything", and everything inside of it, including, but not limited to:

-all the drawings files you see in this account, in my twitter account, in e621, in newgrounds, and pillowfort
-all the jobs I've done for people, doesn't matter if you got it on my start in 2017, or just a couple days ago
-all my college archives, from the very first semester
-my comic I was just finishing the final pages of.
-the drawings people have made for me
-I don't know, around 10 or so more years of my life information.

And at this point, I just can't be bothered, this is genuinely just my run of the mill day to day, cause of many things I just won't list here again.
And at this point, I'm just tired, not even sad, not even angry, I just lack the physical and mental energy to just feel that way, and the only thing left that was the reason to get up of my bed all the morning has also gone bust, and I just haven't found anything to keep going anymore.

I haven't been around not because I lack the way to do so (which I kinda do because it's a workaround to use my pc now with a spare hard drive) but just because I just can't, emotionally and mentally I just cannot anymore.

You simply cannot make this shit up. You can't. No one is this fucking unfortunate on a daily basis.

Don't give me a lecture on how not to put all the eggs in one basket. If I could have, I would have, but I couldn't, so I didn't.