Well update on what happend from the mouth ago..just I do feel a bit better but still feeling like I am in the wrong about stuff I did or feel responisible to those who read it just how can you patch things up in life or try your best to solve and come clean with some stuff around here makes it really hard to step and move on. Just makes me feel like am I really a good friend or a good person towards people I deeply care/cared for, so I should get more ideas or more stuff in the future once I'm done with exams or exams will be done with me take care to those who'll read it. This derg is gonna go cry in his corner.