Doing Better.
2 years ago
Been a couple years since the last.
I'm doing better, it's still a big struggle though. But! Here's some cool stuff.
I have had a kobold OC/Sona for a bit, but couldn't get art for her. She started as a VRChat avatar that I edited and that served as the basis. A friend gifted me a commission slot with someone for my birthday! So My wonderful Kobold girl has an adorable reference now, go check it out. I'm just the cutest punk rock, 3 foot, anarchist lizard ever.
I've been on HRT for almost 15 months now! It's great, emotions feel more real and powerful now, my body is slowly becoming more of MY body, and I'm getting some confidence back. I'm kinda cute now.
Transition is going good! My hair loss stopped and is reversing, my face is more feminine now, weight/fat is slowly going away from other areas and going to my hips, butt, and breast. Body hair is very thin and much much more sparse, and is much lighter in color. I HAVE BOOBS NOW! 15 months apparently is enough for me to have D-DD cups? lol
My voice is hard to deal with though, voice training is very difficult and I do not have a support group.
About 3 months ago (I still can't believe I got this), I was able to legally change my name and gender marker IDs. Such a fantastic feeling.
I have a corgi!! A real one! She just turned 2yo a couple weeks ago. She's been wonderful as emotional support for me, her name is Astrid Toes-bane. She is such a spoiled princess and I love her so much, she loves meeting new people and going to the drive through for McNuggets and pup-cups.
I'm trying to learn a couple music instruments. I've absolutely no knowledge of music or how to read notes or anything. But I'm trying to teach myself. I can't afford lessons and the area I live in isn't safe for me to be out in public. I've got a Mandolin and Kalimba.
There's plenty of bad things that've happened in the 2 years since the last Journal, but I don't wanna bore anyone with everything. But, Please PLEASE, support your LGBTQ communities and continue to stand against all the hate and genocide that the Conservatives keep pushing against the Trans community. We are suffering and being attacked, I've gone through a lot of it myself. We are being killed, assaulted, discriminated against, denied basic health care, and denied jobs.
I'm doing better, it's still a big struggle though. But! Here's some cool stuff.
I have had a kobold OC/Sona for a bit, but couldn't get art for her. She started as a VRChat avatar that I edited and that served as the basis. A friend gifted me a commission slot with someone for my birthday! So My wonderful Kobold girl has an adorable reference now, go check it out. I'm just the cutest punk rock, 3 foot, anarchist lizard ever.
I've been on HRT for almost 15 months now! It's great, emotions feel more real and powerful now, my body is slowly becoming more of MY body, and I'm getting some confidence back. I'm kinda cute now.
Transition is going good! My hair loss stopped and is reversing, my face is more feminine now, weight/fat is slowly going away from other areas and going to my hips, butt, and breast. Body hair is very thin and much much more sparse, and is much lighter in color. I HAVE BOOBS NOW! 15 months apparently is enough for me to have D-DD cups? lol
My voice is hard to deal with though, voice training is very difficult and I do not have a support group.
About 3 months ago (I still can't believe I got this), I was able to legally change my name and gender marker IDs. Such a fantastic feeling.
I have a corgi!! A real one! She just turned 2yo a couple weeks ago. She's been wonderful as emotional support for me, her name is Astrid Toes-bane. She is such a spoiled princess and I love her so much, she loves meeting new people and going to the drive through for McNuggets and pup-cups.
I'm trying to learn a couple music instruments. I've absolutely no knowledge of music or how to read notes or anything. But I'm trying to teach myself. I can't afford lessons and the area I live in isn't safe for me to be out in public. I've got a Mandolin and Kalimba.
There's plenty of bad things that've happened in the 2 years since the last Journal, but I don't wanna bore anyone with everything. But, Please PLEASE, support your LGBTQ communities and continue to stand against all the hate and genocide that the Conservatives keep pushing against the Trans community. We are suffering and being attacked, I've gone through a lot of it myself. We are being killed, assaulted, discriminated against, denied basic health care, and denied jobs.
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I'm still without a home or income, but I'm doing my best. ^_^