I hate days where everything goes wrong! Technogy freaks out, people cant keep schedules, key doesnt work in the shop door lock anymore, the wifi open sign wont shut off, and the house front door was locked when i got home (dad was home). I lost it and busted my knuckle punching the door. FML! I hate being human! Fuck fuck fucking hate being human. I was cursed from day one. I never wanted to be this species. I knew it when i was 4 or 5 years old. Ive felt this way ever since. I hate it!! Its why im celibate, why i refuse to be in a human relationship. I dont believe in marriage and i hate politics and religion. I dont belong here! Never have!! I hate it!
But the most cruel fucking joke in the fucking world is that i have no choice. I have to live a human life, folow the rules, be how people expect me to be. Yes im a nice person but fucking hell theres a hundred razor sharp teeth hidden behind this facade. I get sick of this so called modern world. Humans are so fucking defective, messed up, that it feels like the entire world is one freaking insane asylum! Fuck!!!!
And tomorow i have to put on my human mask, smile, how are you doing today, how can i help you. Oh im fine. No, no im not fucking fine!! Im stuck! I cant afford to help my parents so they dont have to worry about bills, i know theyre both miserable, i know neither like the situation theyre in and theyre too old to do anything about it and im too damn broke to help them! FUCK!!!!!!!