And here we go again, me talking as if it were of any use haha, well, anyway, if someone reads this, I'll let you know what I'll do from now on these months.

As some will know, these have not been the best moments or months that have passed, part of which is my apparent disappearance for some time now, the product of various circumstances that no need to be said now, I thought that they were already happening but It seems that no haha, only get worse, to the point that I have come to think about the possibility of leaving this completely, drawing or modeling, commissions, etc., of course, finishing the pending work for those who are still with me but, maybe, maybe I'm just not for this anymore, idk, it's not because of my own preference, but rather that it has become something that I can no longer sustain clearly, only those who have worked with me these last months will have noticed it, as even It came to disappear completely for weeks and personally, it has even ceased to be profitable for me, making it even more unsustainable throughout these months.

What is all this about? Well, as I have commented before in other journals, I am currently only working on this and in temporary local jobs that I came to find near where I live, which is why I neglected this too, at first this was not a lot of problem, but as time went by, these appeared and they have been getting worse, making it more difficult to maintain both things at the same time, so that is the reason for all this now.

Now, will I definitely leave this? I don't know, but is probably, if won't improve and if it doesn't become more profitable for me, I wouldn't leave it on my own, drawing in general is one of the things I like the most, but we all know that too well, you have to pay debts and basically eat haha, so I really don't really know what to do with all this, my possible solution for now is to take a test, I'll leave local jobs in general and dedicate myself to this only what I left of these two months until the end of August (if I see that this is also collapsing beforehand, it will be a definitive retirement), I will dedicate myself only to this in general and then to reactivate my networks, mainly FA, which is my main medium, but at the same time, continue with my Twitter and Picarto projects, for now that is my idea and I will update between today and tomorrow with this, but what if if this last fails?, well then, most likely, I will only finish what is pending and... no more until who knows when if I can afford it again, but hey, for those who have read this well thank you, I really appreciate you and see you later.